Breaking Down |
 Sep 7 2006, 05:10 PM
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A year ago, I was very confident about myself and to people around me. i try not to avoid people or i will miss an opportunity to meet new people. I was courageous and fought against my fear. Then, i was able to face and had fun with people. Back then, i had low self esteem and I wasn't quite comfortable socializing with people. I always felt apart from them.
This new school year, i felt different. i lose my sense of who i am. i felt a major impact from last year and this year. Something is bringing me down. i wasn't confident, or courageous anymore which means, I'm really losing myself. I don't even know my goal anymore. I feel very isolated by people and...lonely. I have trouble facing people now. I am a lot less happy from last year. Last year was a blast and all that jazz with friends. Yeah, I am really paranoid about myself. What can I do about myself? I lived by quotes and it's not working anymore or ... I forgot these quotes. |
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Sep 7 2006, 05:27 PM
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Well, first of all, why do you have trouble facing people?
Is it because it gets awkward and stuff? I don't think living by quotes is a good idea. I used to do that with Jimmy Eat World song lyrics (  ) and it was just a weird phase.Maybe you just need time adapting to school. Or you should try listening to good music. Like really upbeat music like.. The Postal Service and Mae and stuff like that. I dunno. Listening to music always makes me feel better. |
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