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[Nymphetamine]

Another crappy topic. I'm feeling pretty sad, angry, jealous, horny. I'm also tired.

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i feel okay..today im going to a greek festival and i dont want to. i had to remind my mother that we are not greek, i assume she has a forgetten. tommorrow im buying a little bit of clothes and supplies for school, so that shouldn't be so bad. tuesday im dreading...i have an othrodonist appointment. then i'll go to the library and hope to get the
the silmarillion and maybe the hobbit because it's cute. but ill go to the library first b.c the othrodonist is soo dumb! it's like my appointments are always at 2:30 but my dad is like, "we have to be early!!" and takes me there at like 2pm. so i have wait a hour and half until they effing call me in for a five minute check up so i can hear them say the same thing, "i need you to those rubberbands even your sleep, maria!" so at least ill have a book to read. my dad just falls asleep. he is sleeping right now. he never stops. the next day is my first day of highschool. it's like supposed to be like a pinnacle of my teenage life but im not really worried? idk..it's like i don't really care. i probably should at least read a few things about the girl who loved tom gordon (my summer reading book, i only got half way through, i couldn't never renew it) but i dont care. but it's like, i know i will once i have to take the test! well, im pissed about my lunch period..none of my friends (um..that would be three people lol) are with me! maybe beth! i havent seen her in soo long! i should call her! she is good to talk because she just agrees with whatever you say. i must update her about my life and she will update me. sry im rambling ill stop. i feel fine today. i don't feel horny today. that's it.