Am I bi/lez?, Please help... |
 Jul 20 2006, 10:31 PM
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Okay...so, I've tried to go on tons fo websites and I know there is no way to find out magically and that it takes time- but I just want to hear opinions. I am sure there are tons fo topics like this already- sorry, but I need to get this off my chest where a firend won't see it
  .From the begning- so. When I was little, in Elementary school, I didn't like guys. At all. I would always wonder why I couldn't. I always said that I liked whoever my firends did, and if some other girl said that guy was ugly- I'd change my mind. I did think lots of girls would pretty. I would think "If I were a guy, I'd like her". I didn't know about homosexuality. I didn't know about it untill middle school, and I learned about it negitivly. My friends made fun of it. In ninth grade my friend came out of the closet- she is bi. And I found out more poeple were. I also had my first crush on a guy. He was a but dumb, but really cute. A friend of mine asked him to go with me to the dance as friends. He said he'd think about it. I was so freaked out. I didn't want to go with him, I wanted him to say no. I was glad when he said "It's too expensive"... This summer I've wondered about it alot. I told one friend I'm wondering, she said she is too. But she had actually had boyfirends. And with girls she only kisses them. I don't think she gets my problem... The thing is...I'm in total denail. I'm not strong enough to deal with something like this, I know that, whenever I think "Hah, I'm straight, i'm kidding myself" I feel better, but I think that it isn't true... I've seen some porn and honestly, I think penises are gross. Disgusting. But I liked the rest, lol. Muscles = yay.With the lez porn I felt all nervous when I saw it...o.0;; Here's the dorky otaku part. I'm on of those fangirls (Edward Elric <3) and I think he's hot, but he is anime...they are all...perfect. And so I dunno... I'm confuzed.... Help? Thanks... ~ Sapphire EDIT// Forgot to mention- I thought I liked my best firend at one point in 9th grade, and more reccently another good friend. Girls, but I am not sure if I am just getting closer to them as friends. Also- the thing is, if I am bi or whatever, I don't know if I could deal with that. Also, I dunno, I already am a girl, being with a girl might be a bit borring, like...guys are diffrent, and I usually like my opposite lol.... |
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Jul 24 2006, 11:38 PM
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This is a descision you need to make for yourself... how they hell are we supposed to decied your sexual orientation.... YOU ARE GAY
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broken inside Am I bi/lez? Jul 20 2006, 10:31 PM
iROCKYOURSOCKS aww its okay! are you sure your not in some ki... Jul 20 2006, 10:41 PM
broken inside QUOTE(iROCKYOURSOCKS @ Jul 20 2006, 8:41 ... Jul 20 2006, 11:48 PM iROCKYOURSOCKS QUOTE(broken inside @ Jul 20 2006, 11:48 ... Jul 23 2006, 12:45 PM xbabyboo Well I guess you might like both ? I`m not sur... Jul 20 2006, 11:13 PM vn cuti3 QUOTE(xbabyboo @ Jul 21 2006, 12:13 AM) W... Jul 28 2006, 01:21 AM actorderick when I was little (like 7) my friend used to alway... Jul 21 2006, 12:22 AM ryuusei if you had a crush on a guy..youre prolly not lez.... Jul 21 2006, 01:33 AM broken inside QUOTE(ryuusei @ Jul 20 2006, 11:33 PM) if... Jul 21 2006, 04:53 AM n00b you're not gay just because you aren't rea... Jul 21 2006, 02:01 AM lyin_in_wait well only you can figure out whether or not your g... Jul 21 2006, 09:33 AM baby_in_blue ^agree. or maybe, try your best to get into a rel... Jul 21 2006, 05:35 PM Hiphop d[-_-]b From the begning- so. When I was little, in Elemen... Jul 22 2006, 06:42 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo I think penises are gross. Disgusting.
HAHAHAHAHA... Jul 23 2006, 12:54 PM Paradox of Life All stereotypes, all opinions, all peer pressure a... Jul 25 2006, 12:06 AM msladyliberty WHY NOT TRY DATING A CHICK?
...and see what happen... Jul 25 2006, 03:45 PM Uronacid *waves a wand around*
I dub you LESBIEN!... Jul 28 2006, 01:04 PM ursedonah I know what you're going through mostly.
Pers... Aug 4 2006, 09:38 PM |
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