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Message to Anyone, Version.24 |
*stephinika* |
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You know what to do.
: You are being such a bitch. Godammit. Just trust me and them. Honestly. There's nothing wrong with making new friends. : Ilu...I do...but you seem so...odd lately. I don't know. ![]() : Almost your birthday! Hehe... ![]() : I had fun visiting you at work todaaay. : I'm excited for Friday. ![]() |
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hey,
i honestly don't know how i feel about you anymore. i don't know what was up with those dreams and everything but yeah... i was sort of expecting a letter from you when i came back and i don't understand why you were so pissedoff seeming in that last text. and also how you get so angry when you call and i don't pick up. i mean i understand it can be frustrating but it makes me feel like i'm hassling you and you could be doing something more worth your while than trying to call me... and because of that i almost feel guilty. i love you of course but i don't know if a relationship is gonna work? we could be friends... maybe i'm just talking out of my butt cause i haven't seen you for like a month and it's gonna be another month and then you're off to n.s... and we haven't communicated forever. but i really don't know. seriously, you didn't really do anything for me to feel like this so it's kind of unfair. i know you do a lot of good things that other guys don't do and for that i am grateful: we have conversations in which you make me think of things that i would have never thought i would, you've only backed out of plans once in our entire relationship and you completely redeemed yourself for that, you are willing to spend all the time in the world with me doing absolutely nothing... but right now only the bad stuff seems to stick out and i can't help but think that i want a guy who shows more emotion. I know that love is proven in actions and i see that in you most of the time but because of the type of person you are, it constantly seems like you do it because it's the 'right thing' for you to do and you're just doing it because you should. and i want to focus on God and sometimes it seems like you push me away from that. i don't know why He has allowed us to be together for so long though and something inside me always tells me that He wants us to grow together and learn about Him. I understand that love is an act of will sometimes and right now i really don't feel like loving you but i will. i just... have a lot to figure out and i know you probably do too. hopefully we'll talk soon, and i'll see you in a month.. |
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