Cry if I died?, Our conversation... Options

[Just_Dream]

I often feel like my boyfriend, Tony, is slipping away. He doesn't seem to be liking any other girl, but I feel like all he cares about are cars. That he doesn't have time to think about me... Yesterday, i was talking to him at lunch time..

It goes something like this...

Christina: If I died, would you cry?
Tony: No
Christina: Really? Not even a tear?
Tony: I'll be sad, but probably not cry. I'm not that kind of guy. I wouldn't mourn. I'd be really sad though.
Christina: Really? I see... You don't love me enough to cry, huh?
Tony: I wouldn't cry if my parents died. I'd be sad but that's about it. I wouldn't feel like crying.
Christina: Meaning you dn't love me enough to cry.
Tony: ... Would you cry for me?
Christina: Of course I would. I'd even cry if we broke up. You know I would. I'd cry day and night because I'd miss you too much.
Tony: Aww... I love you.
Christina: ... But... what about if you crashed your car?
Tony: Hell yea I'd cry! I'd mourn my smashed car too.
Christina: I knew cars would always be first place...
Tony: ...
Christina: *teardrop* You once did cry for me... Not anymore.. *teardrop*
Tony: aww...

Today... (ewnt SOMETHING like this)

Christina: Really, what we talked about yesterday, you'd never cry for me?
Tony: Well okay, maybe a little but I wouldn't really mourn. Or maybe I'd mourn a little but not cry.
Christina: Oh okay... I see... And yet you'd cry so much and mourn for your car...
Tony: ...
Christina: ... I Love You. *hug*
Tony: I love you more so there.
Christina: Morest and mostest.

I don't know what's going on... =(

What does it mean? I really do care alot about him, I do love him (yews I do =P). I don't know what to think about anymore...

[Just_Dream]

i'd cry over a car....cars are my life

but if i was lucky enough to have a girl like you, i'd cry.....

all thanks



and to illuminessence, yea maybe it was a bad subject to bring up, but lol we were talking about when his dog might die and I told him to try to feed it more so it can live another five years, it's 14 years old in human years right now. Anyway yea he seemed comfortable talking about it. I was joking at first but yea.. maybe he was just pretending.. but I know for sure he'd cry for his car... He seems like that type of person. Not alot of things seem to anger him, liek he would get a little angry for maybe like a few minutes (but not yelling angry at all) and then he'd be back to normal. Yea he seems emotionless.


The only reason that he's SO into cars is that his brother owens one of those car accessory shops, that sells rims, tires, car parts, stereos, etc. And his brother has like the ultimate rx-7 car (*sweatdrop* >_<") and so when Tony as little, his brother took him to ALOT of car shows. And ever since then... erg.. that's been on his midn alot.. and he thinks about games or paintball... But that's about it. Oh yea, and maybe food lol.

I just wish sometimes.. I could be first priority to him. Maybe I'mc aring too much for him... I do want to get good grades (no, NOT to please my parents, not even please myself) but to please him so that I can go and become a pharmacist, and then make lots of money, so I can even help pay for all those cars he wants and to save up money so we can retire together. LoL I know it's crazy to plan so far ahead in the future, but that's the life I want.. and I want him to live a life without worries, without his family manipulating him so much... Eh.. maybe I should just get over this... IDK anymore...