i cut myself - please help, ABUSE/bad breakup and i can't handle it anymore (merged) |
 Jun 22 2006, 10:43 AM
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 imitation is suicide.  Group: Member Posts: 33 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 110,799  |
since the day i met him,
i've always wanted him. and my selfishness blown through. i believed i put too much of my emotions and thought through this relationship. and now it only brings me pain. all i ever wanted was to love him. make him better than what he already is. make all the bad times turn into good times. he'd always said, "i love you," and meant it. and i would always repiled, "i love you too." and meant it. yet now there is no time for me to move on. i still love him very much - no, i still love me and forever will. but it pains me in ever way till i start to cry. eventually it leads to physical pain. cutting myself throughout the night, only wishing i can still have another chance. i get mad at myself and it hurts not seeing him here. my goal in this relationship and my mission in life, was only to make him happy. no matter how much pain i would have to go through. but now... there is no chance for that, and i'm deeply sorry. i've caused soo much pain already. i just wish i can stop thinking about him. move on through life. but no - i have no purpose in life anymore. and wish i can just give up. but i still know there is hope. which he can only grant. i have made him unhappy. and now, i can no longer feel the need to live. i am.............. a failure and is there anymore i can do? please help me... |
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Jun 22 2006, 10:33 PM
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i don't tell people what to write in all their posts. If I did I would hope I would have more posts then what I do now. But just telling someone they need help by a shrink could come off really rude to some people. |
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Jun 22 2006, 10:59 PM
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QUOTE(This Confession @ Jun 22 2006, 11:33 PM)  0_O i don't tell people what to write in all their posts. If I did I would hope I would have more posts then what I do now. But just telling someone they need help by a shrink could come off really rude to some people. Woman, don't tell me how to behave or what to post. Because many people have tried, and I can tell you - you won't succeed. Taylor`` |
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mystikmiko i cut myself - please help Jun 22 2006, 10:43 AM
mystikmiko I really know how to say this but it hurts not to.... Jun 22 2006, 10:51 AM
magicfann QUOTE(mystikmiko @ Jun 22 2006, 11:51 AM)... Jun 22 2006, 12:20 PM Statistik why the emo action?? Jun 22 2006, 10:51 AM mystikmiko i dunno tons of stuff goes through my house too. Jun 22 2006, 10:52 AM My Cinderella. Maybe you should talk to your school counslor, jus... Jun 22 2006, 10:59 AM _sarcastic_ ^i agree with My Cinderella. you should talk to a ... Jun 22 2006, 11:48 AM Skyline Drive If your parents are hitting you than they NEED hel... Jun 22 2006, 12:06 PM xbabyboo Tell someone.If I was you..I wouldl live with some... Jun 22 2006, 12:16 PM helllla jankyyyy ^ Wtf. Forreal, shut up.
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I think you should t... Jun 22 2006, 12:25 PM This Confession QUOTE^ Wtf. Forreal, shut up.
jeez what she said ... Jun 22 2006, 02:14 PM This Confession this should probably be in the other topic as well... Jun 22 2006, 02:15 PM Zatanna Hello -
I merged your two topics so that any adv... Jun 22 2006, 02:25 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo Talk to your friends to help.
Dont cut your self.... Jun 22 2006, 02:37 PM Angelina Taylor Two words: professional help.
Taylor`` Jun 22 2006, 02:58 PM doork The relationship problem- Its only a matter of tim... Jun 22 2006, 03:16 PM This Confession QUOTETwo words: professional help.
Taylor`... Jun 22 2006, 03:31 PM helllla jankyyyy QUOTE(This Confession @ Jun 22 2006, 3:31... Jun 22 2006, 07:15 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(This Confession @ Jun 22 2006, 4:31... Jun 22 2006, 08:04 PM helllla jankyyyy Yeah well you kind of did.
QUOTE(This Confession ... Jun 22 2006, 10:37 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK Break up with your boyfriend, vent your pain by ta... Jun 22 2006, 03:48 PM L!ckitySplit stop it Jun 22 2006, 04:29 PM n00b break up with him.
get help from another relative
... Jun 22 2006, 05:06 PM Statistik I thought this was a poem for a minute lmfao Jun 22 2006, 05:58 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies I used to cut
and I know how you feel
my friends h... Jun 22 2006, 09:08 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(i.write.sins.not.tragedies @ Jun 22 200... Jun 22 2006, 09:10 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 22 2006, 10:1... Jun 23 2006, 05:29 PM magicfann QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jun 23 2006, 6... Jun 23 2006, 05:56 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo QUOTE(magicfann @ Jun 23 2006, 6:56 PM) i... Jun 24 2006, 01:57 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jun 23 2006, 6... Jun 24 2006, 10:55 AM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jun 23 2006, 6... Jun 26 2006, 09:47 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 10:4... Jun 26 2006, 10:00 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(i.write.sins.not.tragedies @ Jun 26 200... Jun 26 2006, 10:01 PM helllla jankyyyy QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 9:47... Jun 26 2006, 10:00 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies i'm
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type Jun 22 2006, 09:23 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(i.write.sins.not.tragedies @ Jun 22 200... Jun 22 2006, 10:16 PM Skyline Drive the topic starter hasn't even come back to say... Jun 22 2006, 11:07 PM Angelina Taylor ^ Not rude, dear, honest. But some people have a h... Jun 22 2006, 11:09 PM NinjaxMageLayouts I dont think you all arguing isnt helping this gir... Jun 22 2006, 11:15 PM Skyline Drive Yeah true.
I'm thinking it would sound rude wh... Jun 22 2006, 11:16 PM NinjaxMageLayouts ^Yeah,if they wanna argue do it somewhere else,she... Jun 22 2006, 11:22 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(NinjaxMageLayouts @ Jun 23 2006, 12... Jun 23 2006, 09:57 AM mystikmiko QUOTE(NinjaxMageLayouts @ Jun 22 2006, 11... Jun 24 2006, 03:17 PM Spiritual Winged Aura i feel like ... you took someone's lyric or so... Jun 23 2006, 07:12 PM tincannnnn there will always be a time when you go through a ... Jun 24 2006, 01:35 PM mystikmiko i'm here but the internet over here is slow.
... Jun 24 2006, 02:07 PM Skyline Drive Oh my god. Man that is horrible. I think I will op... Jun 24 2006, 02:21 PM mystikmiko loveline? i've never heard about that before i... Jun 24 2006, 02:23 PM Skyline Drive To call loveline it's : 800-love-191
It... Jun 24 2006, 02:29 PM mystikmiko thank you for the numbers i'll try to call lat... Jun 24 2006, 02:38 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo Its good to hear that you are fine and your trying... Jun 24 2006, 05:01 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo ^--- That shes not dead, as in thats how fine she ... Jun 25 2006, 09:57 AM mystikmiko umm i'm not dead - so is that good? Jun 25 2006, 11:21 AM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo QUOTE(mystikmiko @ Jun 25 2006, 12:21 PM)... Jun 25 2006, 09:36 PM magicfann QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jun 25 2006, 10... Jun 25 2006, 10:47 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo QUOTE(magicfann @ Jun 25 2006, 11:47 PM) ... Jun 26 2006, 03:09 PM priyas hope you feel better soon.
counseling is good as ... Jun 25 2006, 08:13 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK KEEP CUTTING YOU CUTTERS! MAKE SURE YOU HIT A ... Jun 26 2006, 09:43 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^Shelby's one of the funnest people to talk to... Jun 26 2006, 09:50 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 10... Jun 26 2006, 09:52 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 10:5... Jun 26 2006, 10:02 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:03 PM BlueDevilMax007 i dont know what to say... sounds like life sux fo... Jun 26 2006, 09:59 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^O RLY?! Well guess what, no one finds you amu... Jun 26 2006, 10:05 PM jackbutt Hi I'm Angelina Taylor. I think I'm an amu... Jun 26 2006, 10:07 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(jackbutt @ Jun 26 2006, 11:07 PM) H... Jun 26 2006, 10:10 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^yeah your insult was feeble. If you really didn... Jun 26 2006, 10:12 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:14 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 11:1... Jun 26 2006, 10:17 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:16 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:19 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 11:1... Jun 26 2006, 10:21 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK Oh now you're trying to end it by flattering m... Jun 26 2006, 10:22 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:27 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 11:2... Jun 26 2006, 10:33 PM helllla jankyyyy Wheeeee.
She got smashed on, bittttch. Jun 26 2006, 10:29 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK I'm angry that you think you're so superio... Jun 26 2006, 10:29 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:33 PM Angelina Taylor ^ Good for ya.
Taylor`` Jun 26 2006, 10:34 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK Oh please, you trying to be "blunt" and ... Jun 26 2006, 10:34 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:37 PM jackbutt QUOTE(Angelina Taylor @ Jun 26 2006, 11:3... Jun 26 2006, 10:39 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^AMEN TO THAT
yeah my anger has prevailed your stu... Jun 26 2006, 10:39 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:42 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^You poured all of your stupidity in your posts so... Jun 26 2006, 10:43 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:45 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:49 PM oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo Thank you Yen, for stucking up for me and I so do ... Jun 26 2006, 10:43 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK 1.) MY insults are petty? Hey if you read the last... Jun 26 2006, 10:49 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:51 PM Angelina Taylor QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:53 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK 1.) Yeah "shallow" insults are always pe... Jun 26 2006, 10:53 PM i.write.sins.not.tragedies QUOTE(Blow_Don't_SUCK @ Jun 26 2006, 11... Jun 26 2006, 10:55 PM helllla jankyyyy This shit is still going on? Come on Yen, be the b... Jun 26 2006, 10:54 PM Blow_Don't_SUCK ^don't make promises you can't keep. And p... Jun 26 2006, 10:56 PM Angelina Taylor ^ Another "petty" (I love that word) exa... Jun 26 2006, 10:55 PM mystikmiko some how my forum became a need of desprate help t... Jun 27 2006, 12:59 AM Stuckie I have the perfect answer to solve your problems..... Jun 27 2006, 01:32 AM |
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