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[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

In light of recent events and the majority of the cB community generally wanting to bring together a closer community, I took the liberty of re-starting a thread that BrandonSaunders started a while ago. I thought a new one should be made, to start fresh and new and this way we could all get closer. I think this is one of the few topics where we SHOULD have a version 2/3/4 and so on, because it's a topic where I am asking, as Brandon asked that we all share stories and opinions and feelings and interact.

Reference to his topic, and ideas of questions and such to ask can be found here : http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php...=115046&hl=


As Brandon said :

For the most part, most of us are nothing more than screennames and links to networking and blogging mediums.

Lets take the opportunity to get to know each other. Feel free to ask someone (in here) a few questions about them; something that has always interested you about the person. Try to maintain proper decorum, but make an effort to reach out to someone instead of wondering what someone is really like.

I'm an open book. So I guess yous can all start by asking me something.

This should be fun...

This time, you could start by asking me something, or asking someone else something that you've always itched to ask about.



Im Isabella. Im 14 going on 15, but people usually mistake me for somebody 16-19. Not really because I have an 'old' looking face but because of my general appearance and demeanor. I know online i seem childish and immature to many of you, but that's becase this is the internet and I dont give a f**k. But to people I know in person, they see me as very mature and grown. Maybe it's because of events in my life that have made it hard for me to have a normal childhood. For instance, I used to find solace in gang life and activity because I thought it was somewhere I could fit in and find respect and power but then my long term boyfriend and whom i believe to be my first love was shto and murdered and I realized this wasn't the life I wanted to lead, living each day worrying whether or not it would be my last or if I'd wake up tomorrow. I was molested, physically and sexually abused by 2 different boyfreinds and a friend of a friend. I look for love and reassurance in all the wrong places because my parents are ... the epitome of a failed marriage. All i have known from my parents is hatred. All they do is fight and yell and take it out on the children. Im also not exactly poor but yet, my family barely manages to live paycheck to paycheck. Any questions ? Does anyone want me to go into depth about the gangs, the abuse experiences, the family ? Feel free to ask questions.

[*This Confession*]

... I wasnt asking you to tell me I had a hard life. Did you happen to ignore this post of mine ?

No sorry I didn't. I was reading what everyone else had said to your post about you've had a hard life and so on. Sorry though I didn't read your other posts. I haven't gotten much sleep and reading long posts give me headaches because the words are all together and lines and lines of words -_-' and I don't look at the computer when I type so It doesn't give me a headache when I type stuff I guess.

What exactly is the point you were making ? You have confused me. And .. who in here hasnt taken this topic seriously except for maybe Zamunda.

Well I had a boyfriend die, he got in a car accident supposedly. I stayed out of it for the most part. Long story. And had some pretty bad things happen to me in my past that were close to yours. I mostly stayed to myself and I'm always the one over in the corner of the room by themselves. Eventually I had really bad emotional problems. And then I trust or care about people to quickly and it turns out to the worse usually. Eventually later in life, I lost one of my really good friends in a car accident after he moved. And then I never told anyone anything. So on.

I have a headache now. I'll finish this later, perhaps. Don't know yet.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

No sorry I didn't. I was reading what everyone else had said to your post about you've had a hard life and so on. Sorry though I didn't read your other posts. I haven't gotten much sleep and reading long posts give me headaches because the words are all together and lines and lines of words -_-' and I don't look at the computer when I type so It doesn't give me a headache when I type stuff I guess.
Well I had a boyfriend die, he got in a car accident supposedly. I stayed out of it for the most part. Long story. And had some pretty bad things happen to me in my past that were close to yours. I mostly stayed to myself and I'm always the one over in the corner of the room by themselves. Eventually I had really bad emotional problems. And then I trust or care about people to quickly and it turns out to the worse usually. Eventually later in life, I lost one of my really good friends in a car accident after he moved. And then I never told anyone anything. So on.

I have a headache now. I'll finish this later, perhaps. Don't know yet.

Ooh i know how you feel about losing friends and everything. For me, in sixth grade, everyone just started .. for lack of a better word dying left and right. Kelsie and then a month alter terrence and then 4 days later ashley and then 10 days later jesse and then more and more and more. And i know what you mean by never telling anyone anything either cos I hate talking to people about problems and feelings. But is is true what people say .. eventually it will all build up until you can't hold it down anymore and it will burst out and you most of the time wont know hwo to handle it. Eventually you have to find someway to express what you have inside instead of stowing it away.

Bella (may I call you that?) This topic was a great idea. Finally something serious in the lounge.

Who/what has been your inspiration?

Of course (:
I'd say my inspiration actually comes from different artists and music and people who have had hardships that they overcome, not just one person in general. I love music that speaks of hard things and then go into how about things get better and change, cos it teaches listeners that their is hope and if we aspire for it, things can always get better. And in people. And for people, anybody who has ever had times where they though things could get no worse and then pulled themselves from out of the dark will always have my respect and admiration. How about for you ?