the timing really sucks, but i'm happy Options

[expoised]

ok... remember that guy that i really really liked? he's here...

well things have been kinda bleh between us for the entire year... and just yesterday, we started talking a LOT more and we got a LOT closer... and things were actually looking almost within my grasp... but the problem is that there's only 1 more day left of school and i wont see him at ALL over the summer because i'm leaving in a few days, and he's staying here. and who knows... he'll probably meet someone 100x prettier, funner, whatever-er than me. i think i'm just being paranoid... but doesn't that just F-CKING SUCK??

[rivendell]

Ahhh! Mel! That's like the same situation I'm in right now. I met this amazing guy at school this year, but he's working 3 jobs this summer, lives across the state from me, and I'm going to be pretty busy this summer too. I was a dork and didn't say anything, so I'll be doing the whole 'what if' thing all summer long.

I'm going to try and be sly and ask his friend - who I will be seeing - how's he's doing in the hope it'll get back to him that I've been asking about him. If you don't want to end up doing that,

SAY SOMETHING! There's nothing wrong with asking to hang out during the summer, even if you guys aren't going to be staying near each other. Screw the price of gas, and ask him if he wants to hang out!