What should I do? Options

[miss_isabelle]

I've been with my bf for almost 5 years now.. and last year we broke up because he needed some freedom and wanted me to seek elsewhere but I stood by him no matter what and hoped we would get back together again. It lasted for 4 months and we got back. Now he's loving me more than ever. The only thing is i'm having second thoughts.. I feel like I DO need to experience other things/guys.. i'm still young but the main reason is that he is not the same guy I use to date. He changed psychologically because he went through a certain traumatism and now I feel like i'm loving him less and the more I feel that way, the more I feel like breaking up. I feel bad because he's going through a rough time but it is affecting my own life and depressing me too.. I need an uplift more than anything and he can't help me right now!

[miss_isabelle]

it so sad knowin' people datin' for sooo long n then suddenly decide to break up u guys forgot how much fun n love u been thru??? forgot to appreciate each other's company? i never been there so i always wondering now... how could u guys????

Thinking the same thing.. how come two people loving each other so much ends it after all they've been through. I think people change and we somewhere need to grow apart and find ourselves without being attached to someone..
In my case, we've been through so much fun, laughter, loving and now we both are in a dark episode of our lives. Therefore, neither of us has the strength to help the other to resurface.. that's why I believe we should part and live our lifes apart once and for all and see what happens at the end.. If we were meant to be, we will be together at the end.