Official Confessions, Version.5 |
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 May 13 2006, 10:18 AM
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You know what to do here.
I can be so insecure sometimes. I hate it. I'm doing something other than what I'm telling my parents I'm doing today. 
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Jun 2 2006, 06:00 PM
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 Yawn  Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
Every day, I feel more scared about him leaving at the end of the summer. It's the beginning now, and I already feel sad about it, by the end of the summer, i'm sure i'll be devestated.
When he was holding me last night, everyone else seemed to melt away. And I felt something that I haven't felt in years. I saw a look in his eye, i noticed my hands were shaking. Through the happiness I got scared...I don't want to fall for him. I didn't want a boyfriend in the first place, I didn't want a relationship. I'm scared of the inevitable pain that seems to follow after every relationship. The closer you get, the more pain you'll feel at the end. I'd like to not believe that anymore, i'd like to keep this light and fluffy. however, i'm starting to...really.....care for him. i'm trying to talk myself out of it. that's getting nowhere. and yet...i'm so happy. I don't want this to end. |
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