am i stupid for this? |
am i stupid for this? |
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![]() Mrs. Delonge ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185 ![]() |
Mmk, so last year, there was this new kid at my school, and at first yeah he was just another kid, didn't really matter to me. But somehow we became friends, and we would hang out like the whole school day, and we did so much together, and eventually I began to have like this undying passion for him. Then he told me that he didn't really view me as a good friend, just another person in the school...
was/is it stupid for me to be upset about this? i guess this isnt much of a 'relationship' topic... but it sort of is. |
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![]() Mrs. Delonge ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185 ![]() |
well the bottom line is he hates me and i know that i have no chance and need to move on. but it's nowhere near as easy as just saying "move on" because it's like... idk it's crazy. i've thought a number of times that i've been "over" him, but then something happens always happens like i get a certain glimpse of him and then it allllll comes tumbling down and i cant stop thinking about him again. and it feels like people are rushing me into not caring about him anymore.... and i see where they're coming from because it's been MONTHs, but i can't help it. i can't let go!!
and the thing is, since i go to this really tiny christian school, there AREN'T other guys! well there are... but none of 'em are... well... i dont know. none of them really interest me a lot as more than friends... well a few do, but not that much... i mean it's like gotta be enough to move a mountain before it moves my heart. |
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