am i stupid for this? |
am i stupid for this? |
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![]() Mrs. Delonge ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185 ![]() |
Mmk, so last year, there was this new kid at my school, and at first yeah he was just another kid, didn't really matter to me. But somehow we became friends, and we would hang out like the whole school day, and we did so much together, and eventually I began to have like this undying passion for him. Then he told me that he didn't really view me as a good friend, just another person in the school...
was/is it stupid for me to be upset about this? i guess this isnt much of a 'relationship' topic... but it sort of is. |
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![]() Mrs. Delonge ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185 ![]() |
yeah, i keep on telling myself that. i've sort of moved past the suicidal stage i guess.. i try to remind my self of number 179 on my "Reality list" about him, which is : there'll be more meaningful times with more meaningful people that will have a more significant meaning.
i also resort to my older brother's friends.. he has cool friends. but sometimes i think that when i talk about cameron (one of my brother's friends), i try to say it extra loud and make it a point, so that he realizes he's not the ONLY guy i'm attracted to, cuz i've sort of gotten to the point where he seems really arrogant towards me, and like "why the f**k do you only love ME?" and one time when i was saying that eric cartman (from south park) was the love of my life really really loudly, my friend heidi said that will had said, "it used to be will..." and heidi was like, "are you jealous?" and he just said "no" and walked off. so i dont know what that means. but i think tainted angel is right, i need to make a list of the negative things about him... ill do that during history. cuz i hate history. |
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