am i stupid for this? |
 May 30 2006, 10:22 PM
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 Mrs. Delonge  Group: Member Posts: 426 Joined: May 2006 Member No: 406,185  |
Mmk, so last year, there was this new kid at my school, and at first yeah he was just another kid, didn't really matter to me. But somehow we became friends, and we would hang out like the whole school day, and we did so much together, and eventually I began to have like this undying passion for him. Then he told me that he didn't really view me as a good friend, just another person in the school...
was/is it stupid for me to be upset about this? i guess this isnt much of a 'relationship' topic... but it sort of is. |
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May 30 2006, 10:51 PM
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well.. the thing is i already am... and it's not just that. i mean i guess you could say that's "yesterdays problem" (for lack of a better way to put it) but i love him so friggin' much, and all he does is ignore me because of it. i mean, i do know that it's uncomfortable, cuz i got this 8th grade clingy guy flirting with me, and it's awkward. but i mean i never flirted with will(the kid), i NEVER tried anything (except once last year... but that didnt seem to make the change, cuz we were still friends for a while after it), so eventually i just got soo fed up with this i told him to kill me. yeah, that's right. i gave him a note saying that if he was gonna keep on ignorin' me, that i'd bring a knife to him and he could stab me in the neck... and i seriously was plannin' on bringing the knife. and its kind of stupid, cuz im just 13, but i seriously do love him. but now it's like not even love anymore, because i don't even really know him anymore, cuz he's been ignoring me for like 5 months, but knowing who he used to be, he must still be the most amazing person EVER!! but now all i have to think about is his physical self, which i didnt ever really find overly attractive at first, but it's like im making myself love it... so pretty much its just lust, and i wanna be able to know him again, and i wanna be able to LOVE him again, cuz this lust thing is annoying. its dumb, and it makes me feel empty
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I_Heart_Blink am i stupid for this? May 30 2006, 10:22 PM
mipadi No, not stupid. Everyone has to deal with unrequit... May 30 2006, 10:44 PM tainted_angel I don't think it's lust or love. I think i... May 30 2006, 11:01 PM nerdxcore this is a very serious problem. you would kill you... May 30 2006, 11:02 PM I_Heart_Blink yeah, i keep on telling myself that. i've sort... May 30 2006, 11:09 PM iHero is it possible he meant
that he doesnt see you as... May 31 2006, 07:50 AM
I_Heart_Blink QUOTE(iHero @ May 31 2006, 7:50 AM) is it... May 31 2006, 05:09 PM
jenn_jennie QUOTE(iHero @ May 31 2006, 5:50 AM) is it... Jun 2 2006, 03:00 PM Oh its murderous You're not stupid for feeling that way, its pr... May 31 2006, 07:59 AM _sarcastic_ if he keeps ignoring you.
i say just move on and f... May 31 2006, 03:27 PM xbabyboo I think he sees you as more as a friend..Aghh oh w... May 31 2006, 09:23 PM I_Heart_Blink well the bottom line is he hates me and i know tha... May 31 2006, 09:55 PM Uronacid it is wrong to be upset about it, but... can you h... Jun 2 2006, 01:41 AM WINTERBERRYxxx I think he's stupid for not realising how clos... Jun 2 2006, 05:05 AM yanners Why don't you try to do something else to fill... Jun 2 2006, 08:50 AM Programmer your throwing around the "Passion and Love... Jun 2 2006, 01:51 PM jooleeah Ouch. That was cold, what he said to you.
Well, t... Jun 2 2006, 03:29 PM magicfann i think i_heart_blink is just ugly Jun 2 2006, 04:33 PM I_Heart_Blink well the thing is, i have nothing to do!! ... Jun 2 2006, 06:02 PM magicfann QUOTE(I_Heart_Blink @ Jun 2 2006, 7:02 PM... Jun 2 2006, 09:08 PM iROCKYOURSOCKS wow..do you really know wat love is i mean your 13... Jun 2 2006, 08:57 PM anoniez join a school activity or something, i guess as it... Jun 2 2006, 09:20 PM I_Heart_Blink alrighty, thx. ill try summa those things. Jun 3 2006, 03:02 PM |
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