I'm stuck in a past relationship../, someone help me? Options

[nox3apologiesz]

so October 9th, 2004 I began going out with this boy Joe.. we were on again/off again for about 6 months. he was practically my first boyfriend because he was my first kiss [excluding the time I was molested]. I was soo happy with him, like incredible amounts. once we started school this year, I found out we had the same lunch period & some how we managed sitting like a table away from each other. I used to try & give him hugs because I still had feelings for him but he'd run away [how rude *pouts* lol]. anywho, he moved a few towns away not too long ago & I've been talking to him online lately. I think I've gone mad; I can't stop thinking about him at all. he's got a girlfriend now but he doesn't really like her, or so he says. I asked him if he'd want to have a distant relationship, which I absolutely HATE doing because I never know if I can trust the guy or not, but with him I'm willing to do whatever it takes because I love him. somebody help me please; I'm so confused. I can't tell if it's a trick or not.

[Paradox of Life]

Keep in touch with him as a friend. He has a girlfriend. Even if he says he doesn't like her, there's something that got him to ask her out. He's moved on. Don't beg or seem like you're desperate to have him back (which is what seems like you're doing now). Meet other guys, hang out with your friends, do other stuff. Don't concentrate on him. Eventually, you'll begin to move on too. You just have to accept that (especially because you are far apart) there is little hope for a relationship.