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How the hell did this topic get back up? *erases old post* |
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OK so this all seems pretty strange to me, but I still think it is a good idea so here it goes. (and btw one is goin out to someone i lost a while ago but i have no1 to talk to bout it so this is all iv got). Dear dad (Dad?), Is it true that everything happens for a reason? It sounds too good to be true, and I just cant believe that all the bad sh*t that I see happening and the bad sh*t that happens to me does any good and serves any purpose...especially with what happened to you, and everything that happened because of it. I know its selfish of me to want this especially when so many people have it worse than I do, but I just wish every day that I could see you in more ways than just the picture of you that I carry everywhere. By the way, my heart is far from healthy but I dont have long until Im 18, and they say that if I have no signs of your stuff by then, Ill be fine. Do you really watch over me or is that just something people would like to believe? I would like to believe that we are more than flesh and bones and simply go somewhere else after death, but that is so hard to believe sometimes. But I pray every day that it is the truth, and I pray that someday I will meet up with you again in where ever this 'somewhere else' may be. Loving you always, Brandon Dear Lauren, I only wish you knew that you are the only thing that keeps me sane from day to day, and at times the only reason I don't want to die. When I feel sick to my stomach, I go to school just so I can be with you for that 10-15 minutes that I drive you home. As summer nears, Im not exactly sure what will become of us. I hope that by then I will be able to tell you how I feel about you. I'm not sure why I feel as though I cant when every sign and arrow indicates that you feel similarly towards me. I guess I am just like that. I make everything sound so easy until I have to do it and then I freeze. I count the minutes until I next see you Monday. Loving you more than you will ever know, Brandon |
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