Do you sometimes question your, sexual orientation? Options

[nightsong]

I don`t know if there are any topics on this, but if there are, feel free to close this.

Er, I think the title is self-explanatory, but I`ll tell you what I mean once someone gets stumped.

//Edit:

For an example:

Like, say you`re a male, and you think you`re straight, and then you see a really hot guy and your heart skips a beat.. You get all panicky because you checked out a guy, and then you go home and wonder whether or not you`re straight.

^ That`s cute.

xo, Pauline

[seremela_culnamo]

I'm straight, but sometimes I question myself. Don't laugh, but sometimes I wonder if I will turn bi-sexual one day. I know the chances are really slim, but I'm so fed up with guys, I bash about them all the time. & when it comes to certain and "special" ones, they really tick me off. I have never been in love before, but every guy has been the same. I thought my crush now was different, but no, he isn't. I know everyone has flaws, but he was the closest I have ever been to falling in love. But then hearing rumours about him liking this girl and always asking her out, that's what really killed me. After all, he never gave the answer straight out. Like I perfer him being a jerk like all my previous crushes have been. From friends to strangers and whatnot. Or simply saying straight out they don't like me at all and whatnot. But then with the girl going around and telling everyone that he likes her, and then him telling me a totally different story the ONLY time we have opened up to each another, I can't tell what's real or not. He's friendly with everyone, so the chances of him not knowing (if it's not true) about it, they are really slim. & even if he says it never happened, how can I know for sure? He can be lying for all I know. I know he's a nice guy, but sometimes, I wonder what his intentions really are. He made me feel really special and everyone thought we were pratically like couples. Like nothing mushy, but we were really close and were really cute. But now? Nothing. Sorry that I'm going off track, but really. Sometimes I wonder if I'm going to turn bi-sexual or something because of being fed up with guys my entire life. Never been in love because I was always rejected, or I did the rejected. At least when I do the rejecting, I'm nice about it. & every guy who liked me, we are still good friends. Geez, and then hearing about things from other girls with relationships. Especially from the break up and why my good friend breaked up with one of my best friends that I have known ever since grade 6. I let it past, but then I found out more about him not stopping whatever he was doing to her. I can't even look at him the same way. I won't even let him hug me. Sigh* This is getting really annoying. As of right now, I can pretty much I hate boys when it comes to love. But I'm still straight and I know that. Even though my mom has been kidding around lately about me turning into a lesbian if I don't stop bashing and hating guys so much. I don't mind as friends, but in general about the topic of love.