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originally started by faithin_felix.
You guys know how it works. Dear CB diary, Wow, it's been awhile since I've been in here. Europe was absolutely amazing, but I'm sad to be home. I missed my own bed and Adrian but other than that...I want to go back. I miss it so much. Now that I'm home, there's so much stress and so many stupid things to do...ugh, its driving me crazy. Fiddler practice yesterday was so frustrating because people are so stupid. At least I saw Adrian. That was absolutely wonderful. I love just being with him. I missed him so much. It made me so happy that he came to the airport to see me when I got back. It was a lovely surprise. It really was. Got sick when I got home though for a few days which really sucked. I'm feeling better now though...still tired. I want to see him again. I can't help being so...attached. I just love being with him and everything so much. We need to makeup for the time I wasn't here... |
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I AM SO motherf**king SICK OF HEARING ABOUT PROM
That is all. (Well. Except that I'm on the verge of another nervous breakdown. The pill fortunately hasn't had any of its real possible side effects on me yet, but my hormones are just nightmarish right now. Plus, I just can't handle the stress that comes from the schoolwork I can't handle, so every little thing I should really care about is getting on my last nerve right now. Prom, in particular, shouldn't get to me so much, and yet...it really is bothering me. Alot. ..obviously. And I can''t study. I know I need to, but I'm so busy sitting here being angry at everything that I can't. This does suck a lot. I feel shitty. Why do I have no control over myself at all?) |
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