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A Message to Anyone, Version.21 |
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You know what to do.
: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu. ![]() : You are so annoying. Shut up already. |
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![]() Yawn ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 ![]() |
Dear You,
Looked at the pictures again and couldn't stop smiling. I wish I could re-live that night. I wouldn't of done anything differently though, it was perfect. It really was...amazing. Who knew? haha, who knew that this would happen. I feel happy, yes very happy. Actually writing in my journal everday about you because I want to. That hasn't happened in years. Not since 9th or 10th grade. You still suprise me, that inner strength really came out the other day. The perfect combination of shyness and confidence. I think both of our feelings doubled after that night. lol it was pretty amazing, especially the limo ride back and at the very end. Just the two of us. lol, I NEVER thought this would happen, haha. If someone told me last year, "oh yah, by the way...after camp you, Paul, and Kaitlyn will hang out every other month and see a movie, then in Jan you'll see him again and know you have a crush, then in March you'll start to date, then in April he'll take you to prom and make that night amazing, and you'll fall for him badly, and he'll be smitten with you, and you'll feel butterflies in your stomach, and your heart will soar when you stand outside, looking at the stars...and then..."Hopefully this will make your prom better". ah.....did he feel the same way I felt about it? Did you? Did you get all warm and fuzzy, and butterflies, and nothing else mattered at that moment. Did your heart soar? I wish i could really ask you these things, lol. And I miss you now. I'll see you in less then 2 weeks, but I miss you....Everything really was perfect. How you looked, how you treated me, your friends, the Philly fiasco, restaurant, limo, stuck in the door (haha), watch + apple cider. Your arm does fit perfectly around my shoulder. All this being wonderful, except i'm scared a little. Smiling at the mention of your name, daydreaming... i'm scared. This is all very wonderful, and slow, innocent, romantic, probably the most mature guy i've ever dated, and i finally realized this is how dating should be. But i'm scared of feeling this way for you, scared of actually caring about you...I shouldn't be, but I am, because I don't like being hurt. "2 weeks, katie....i'll see you in 2 weeks. That seems so long though! I didn't realize it until today." "yah me too." "See, that's what frightens me about Scotland." yah...it frightens me too. But hey we're optomistic =) Okay...so I just wanted to say I miss you at the moment, thinking about you... |
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