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[*stephinika*]

originally started by faithin_felix.

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Dear CB diary,

Wow, it's been awhile since I've been in here. Europe was absolutely amazing, but I'm sad to be home. I missed my own bed and Adrian but other than that...I want to go back. I miss it so much. Now that I'm home, there's so much stress and so many stupid things to do...ugh, its driving me crazy. Fiddler practice yesterday was so frustrating because people are so stupid. At least I saw Adrian. That was absolutely wonderful. I love just being with him. I missed him so much. It made me so happy that he came to the airport to see me when I got back. It was a lovely surprise. It really was. Got sick when I got home though for a few days which really sucked. I'm feeling better now though...still tired. I want to see him again. I can't help being so...attached. I just love being with him and everything so much. We need to makeup for the time I wasn't here...

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Dear cB Diary,

this year has been cruel to me. i don't really think i'm over him yet but i keep telling myself that i am. he's hurt me so much. i sorta like this other guy, and i know he likes me too, but he also likes this other girl. and i've learned a lot this saturday. not just from class, but from my friends. they've shown me that even though you haven't talked to that person in a long time doesn't mean that you can just stop liking them. something has to get in the way to make you stop. i haven't talked to this guy that i've sorta liked for about 3 years now and now i think i like him again. too bad he hangs out with a lot of weird people.
ok. enough complaining about nonexistant relationships. school isn't as stressful as before. sure, i leave projects, homework, and all that crap for last minute, but it isn't as stressful as 7th grade. and whenever i don't study for a test, i get 100. when i do, i get a 95. i mean, WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT? i'm just weird like that.
science is cool. i've been getting good grades in my class since 7th grade. but i always got 103 on those tests 'cause they were just so easy. not, i get 94's and 97's and 106's constantly. last year, i deserved a 99 or 100 average. and what does the teacher give me? a f*cking 93. now this year, i deserve like 97 or 96 and the teacher gives me 98. why? 'cause he's cool like that. and also 'cause i mark all the labs and articles and i'm a hardworker in class. i go up every lunch to file and grade 863-865's tests all the time. i've only gone to lunch... 6 times this year. and that's a good thing 'cause i get service credit for it. and so i get accepted into ARISTA like that. which is totally awesome.
i think i'm way smarter than i was in 7th grade. at least in every subject other than english. 'cause i got 100 average in english and this year, i got a 93 in all three quarters. it's still pretty good though. my spanish is wayyy better, but only 'cause i cheat on the tests. my social studies is pretty good this year too. but i cheat too. but only on 2 tests! science i've never cheated. i thought about it, but i was nahh 'cause i'm supposed to be naturally good at science. and so, i got a 97 on the last test that i was sure i failed! i thought that was awesome. my math average was a 99 in the first quarter and now is a 98 for both the second and third. i think my math would go down 'cause i got an 83 on the last quiz, but i had a test today which i think i did pretty good on. what other subjects? umm. i did english, spanish, social studies, science, math... umm. BAND! right. band's cool 'cause i get service credit for BOTH renaissance band and senor band. which is very good for ARISTA. and if i want to join York's band, that is, if they have one. all the violins and clarinets suck. except for the first clarinets, which include me, Brian, and Warren. renaissance band is pretty cool except for the fact that i have to get to school by 7:20. i remember i joined renaissance 'cause i was the best in my class at the soprano in 6th grade. i was one of the best sopranos in renaissance too. and now, i play the alto which is a larger version of the soprano and has the same fingering as the clarinet, so it's pretty easy for me. i'm getting better at first clarinet! i can now play high A without playing G first! i still need to work on B and C and D though... oh well.
i don't know why, but i hate bands when they start getting popular. and when someone hears a song on the radio and tells me that they LOVE the band when i knew it since like forever, it pisses me off like crazy. which is why i stopped liking Fall Out Boy and the All American Rejects. and Howie Day. and now, Jack's Mannequin. and all just 'cause everyone likes them now. which is why i've restrained from telling even my friends about my favorite bands. i just hate it when a song/band goes on the radio/mtv. it just ruins the band's reputation! i mean, OMG. like when these really popular preppy people who are supposed to like hiphop and rap and R&B and stuff start listening to my favorite bands, i get really pissed and feel like punching them in the face. and i almost did. once.
i should restrain myself more from violence.
why do i always write so much?