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*stephinika* |
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originally started by faithin_felix.
You guys know how it works. Dear CB diary, Wow, it's been awhile since I've been in here. Europe was absolutely amazing, but I'm sad to be home. I missed my own bed and Adrian but other than that...I want to go back. I miss it so much. Now that I'm home, there's so much stress and so many stupid things to do...ugh, its driving me crazy. Fiddler practice yesterday was so frustrating because people are so stupid. At least I saw Adrian. That was absolutely wonderful. I love just being with him. I missed him so much. It made me so happy that he came to the airport to see me when I got back. It was a lovely surprise. It really was. Got sick when I got home though for a few days which really sucked. I'm feeling better now though...still tired. I want to see him again. I can't help being so...attached. I just love being with him and everything so much. We need to makeup for the time I wasn't here... |
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*islandgirl4eva* |
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Dear cB diary,
This is going to sound so superficial, but I have to say something about it. Yesterday I picked up this hot little black dress and when I tried it on, for once in my life, I felt pretty. I almost cried. I felt like a girl that could walk out and not have people talk about her behind her back. My brother was so pissed off yesterday. When we were at the mall and I ran to go see my mom, he stayed behind and walked a bit slower. There was a group of guys that were talking sh*t about me when I left and it hurt him so much to hear that. He was furious, tears were running down his face. He almost went up to them, but my mom caught his gaze. I felt so bad for him. I don't give two fucks about what people think or say about me, but to see him so upset, I just wanted to be able to protect him like I used to. I finally realized that I can't anymore. It's so hard to let go. |
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