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 Apr 27 2006, 09:18 AM
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You know what to do.
: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu.  : You are so annoying. Shut up already. |
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Apr 30 2006, 09:28 PM
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i've grown so accustomed to you... and
your smile your laughter your frown your frustrations your face your voice your words your hand your hair your mouth your nose your eyes your smell your walk your run your phone calls your car your touch your kiss your hugs your reactions your ways i feel so weak. truthfully, i don't like this feeling of being so dependant on another... you know how i am. and it's the fact that i don't like it, and that you know me so well that you know i don't like it that scares me and i never planned for this to happen... i never intended to stay with you this long, to talk to you about my deepest thoughts, to laugh with you, to cry in front of you, to fall asleep in your arms, to fall this hard for you... how am i going to live without you... seriously. I never thought i would be the one to say this... but you keep me sane. I'm so used to you.. and i think that's a bad thing. when you said one of your goals next year is to not get any one pregnant... that just tore me apart a little bit. it's not even what you said specifically, i know we're breaking up and i know we have to move on... what you do will not be my business, and you will not care about what i am doing at a given time half way across the country. but it's the thought that soon this will all be over... and a chapter will be closed... and though what we had was real, other people will soon take our places in each other's lives. that makes me want to cry. i know i need to trust Him and rejoice in this uncertainty... knowing that He will take care of us, and that if it's in His will then He will bring us together. i'm trying, i really am. but when i simply think about our hours of phone conversations, our laughs shared, talking to you, arguing with you, kissing you... honestly, my faith feels weak.. and a little far away. but regardless, i will keep trying. 2 more months, babe... let's make the most of this. i love you. |
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stephinika A Message to Anyone Apr 27 2006, 09:18 AM
yanners I can't believe it. They've been going ou... Apr 27 2006, 10:39 AM StanleyThePanda _: Bleh, I wish you would move far away.
_: I wis... Apr 27 2006, 10:44 AM eunie03 My, you have to get over yourself. You're not ... Apr 27 2006, 10:46 AM kaleidoscoped i wish you had been the one to take the cake. Apr 27 2006, 05:40 PM Intoxique ____,
f**k what I said it dont mean sh*t now
f**k ... Apr 27 2006, 06:25 PM xcaitlinx QUOTEYou,
Things are getting more & more compl... Apr 27 2006, 06:33 PM SimplicityGirl Thanks for being a true friend to me. I love you f... Apr 27 2006, 07:04 PM bab3egurl8o5 : Lmao who the f**k are you.
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: Apr 27 2006, 07:05 PM stephinika Thank you. Really. Apr 27 2006, 07:07 PM Intoxique ____,
f**k you right back.
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Sweety, thi... Apr 27 2006, 07:51 PM jennypie Thank youuuuu. Because of you I'm almost compl... Apr 27 2006, 08:15 PM Rachel is love :When did you turn into such a complete d**k head?... Apr 27 2006, 10:16 PM My Cinderella. Opal: Thanks for everything, I hope it all works o... Apr 27 2006, 10:29 PM Intoxique Eamon - f**k It.
Chrissy - Lol yup.
Ignore this. Apr 27 2006, 10:32 PM M1SSxCHR1SSY ^Wrong topic, I think?
Dear You,
I love you.
-... Apr 27 2006, 11:05 PM helllla jankyyyy You,
Every day it's .. so much better now. Gos... Apr 27 2006, 11:12 PM Girthy Lmao, spanked yo ass at that test. Apr 28 2006, 12:27 AM jennypie Pft. You stupid kid. You're being so annoying.... Apr 28 2006, 12:27 AM stephinika :
: You know...I'm happy for you and everyt... Apr 28 2006, 12:38 AM LadyXTor Dear _________,
I don't like you anymore...you... Apr 28 2006, 12:57 AM xMayleex Dear _____,
You will forever be my only trusted o... Apr 28 2006, 03:21 PM Intoxique ____,
I hate it when you ignore me. Please don... Apr 28 2006, 05:58 PM M1SSxCHR1SSY Dear You,
Gosh I'm really sorry. This is all ... Apr 28 2006, 06:12 PM stephinika : Thanks for letting me use the dress!
: Heh... Apr 28 2006, 06:13 PM Intoxique ____,
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night... Apr 28 2006, 06:33 PM
Rachel is love QUOTE(Intoxique @ Apr 28 2006, 4:33 PM) _... Apr 29 2006, 10:10 PM Intoxique QUOTE(Rachel is love @ Apr 29 2006, 8:10 ... Apr 30 2006, 01:04 AM bab3egurl8o5 _____: I know it's kinda late but R.I.P
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___... Apr 28 2006, 09:59 PM xcaitlinx Baby,
i can't wait until tomorrow.
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... Apr 28 2006, 10:42 PM chaneun I want to go to the formal with you but you're... Apr 28 2006, 11:20 PM silver rain Heyy, sorry for that little blahness. But everythi... Apr 29 2006, 12:11 AM Hiphop d[-_-]b Idono. I really dont. All I want is for you love m... Apr 29 2006, 12:41 AM AzNxBaBi _____;; I can't help but get a little jealous.... Apr 29 2006, 12:42 AM Intoxique ____,
Baby, where do I start? I know you 'disl... Apr 29 2006, 01:36 AM helllla jankyyyy You,
I cannotttttttttttttt believe you went. Fcukk... Apr 29 2006, 01:42 AM jennypie Hey you.
Today was fun. Even with the ending. I... Apr 29 2006, 03:15 AM GameOverMan wherd you go
i thought i had the problem
of being... Apr 29 2006, 10:54 AM kaleidoscoped i went the entire show last night without seeing y... Apr 29 2006, 12:23 PM helllla jankyyyy You,
I'll call you later.
You,
Damn I don... Apr 29 2006, 12:39 PM xMayleex Dear ____,
Don't you care that your taking ad... Apr 29 2006, 01:39 PM YoGrandpaIsFine ___,
STFU. You make everything worse. Look at you.... Apr 29 2006, 03:34 PM xoxo_koala_kisses_ _ - I don't want to get back together with you... Apr 29 2006, 05:49 PM SimplicityGirl Maybe I should stop lying to myself. Who the hell ... Apr 29 2006, 06:08 PM Intoxique ____,
So is this the end of us? Apr 29 2006, 06:20 PM jooleeah J____: Haha, I can't believe you're one of... Apr 29 2006, 06:36 PM YoGrandpaIsFine ___,
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may you rest in peace. Apr 30 2006, 01:32 AM Hiphop d[-_-]b Iunno what to do anymore. I like you so much. And ... Apr 30 2006, 02:11 AM stephinika : That talk with you tonight was quite nice. Ilu... Apr 30 2006, 02:13 AM yanners ^ I just realized I haven't emailed you back y... Apr 30 2006, 03:14 AM xMayleex _____,
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prom= wonderful
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