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A Message to Anyone, Version.21 |
*stephinika* |
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You know what to do.
: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu. ![]() : You are so annoying. Shut up already. |
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![]() Being happy...is all that matters ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 ![]() |
Gah. I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I just feel that, and I can't explain it, we should be together somehow. I feel that what we have is the beginning of something beautiful. It feels right to be with you. I feel safe and secure when I'm with you. I like our hugs. I like what we do. We have the cutest MSN convos. Maybe it's just my head/heart/mind telling me what I wanna hear, but I get the feeling that you like me. But...there's your string attached with her. She said she's gonna break up w/ you after our IB exams. But I dunno...see if I do go out w/ you...a part of me will always feel guilty. Maybe if we never were friends, everything would be much happier. She wouldn't have to break up w/ you. We'd still be friends. I still do feel guilty. I know it's not my fault, its just the way things played out. But I wonder, what would have happened if we never got to know each other better? I like you. In a friend way? Sure. More than that? That too. I tried to tell myself, you're off limits, no I can't like you, no we'll never be more than friends, but it's no use. The feelings that I feel for you are THERE. I can lie to myself. I can even maybe lie to everybody else too. But I can never get rid of those feelings. Maybe I'm selfish. I want you to be mine. One day. You have no idea, no idea how happy you can make me. You have no idea, no idea that it's YOU I long to talk to on MSN every night. If I had my way, and if there were no obstacles, I'd spend all my days with you. And only you. I know you like me, to an extent. I feel it. Maybe we'll get together in the future? Who knows? But right now, good close friends is all we are. Oh yes, and thanks for yesterday. you're the BESTEST. And did I say I love you? Because I do.
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