A Message to Anyone, Version.21 Options

[*stephinika*]

You know what to do.



: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu.
: You are so annoying. Shut up already.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain ­ every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
Until I get over you…
When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

_____,
I f**ked up again, I am so depressed. I need to get over him & carry on.

[Rachel]

____,
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain ­ every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
Until I get over you…
When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go
.

I know what you are going through hun. It takes time and will hurt for a while. I've been in that place for almost 3 months and it still hurts to see him or even hear his name. Don't put yourself in the position I did and hook up with him and not give your heart time to heal. Seperate yourself completely and don't call or text him. Cut yourself off and try to get over him. Don't go into relationship limbo by talking to eachother about how hard it is without eachother and whatnot. Save yourself the heartache that I know all too well.


Drew- well...I am a bit suprised we went that far. I didn't mean to and guess I just got caught up in the moment. It was good and I'm sorry that I bounced right afterwards. I hope you didn't feel bad. You are a lot of fun, but I don't want to fall for you. I can't just yet. I don't want you to be a rebound.

Tom- Why is it that even though I was having a lot of fun with Drew, I thought of you a few times? It's like my body knew it wasn't you and wasn't sure how to react. I am starting to hate every second that I even think about you. I couldn't believe you on Friday. I can't believe that you would actually call me and treat me like that. For the year and a 1/2 we dated, you think you can call me and talk rationally about something. Mister "I can't believe you want to throw away our friendship" seems quick to attack me. I think I am moving on. I don't want you to want me back, I just want you to realize I am NOT coming back to you ever and that you lost possibly the best girl in your life.