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| *stephinika* |
 Mar 26 2006, 03:27 PM
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originally started by faithin_felix.
You guys know how it works. Dear CB diary, Wow, it's been awhile since I've been in here. Europe was absolutely amazing, but I'm sad to be home. I missed my own bed and Adrian but other than that...I want to go back. I miss it so much. Now that I'm home, there's so much stress and so many stupid things to do...ugh, its driving me crazy. Fiddler practice yesterday was so frustrating because people are so stupid. At least I saw Adrian. That was absolutely wonderful. I love just being with him. I missed him so much. It made me so happy that he came to the airport to see me when I got back. It was a lovely surprise. It really was. Got sick when I got home though for a few days which really sucked. I'm feeling better now though...still tired. I want to see him again. I can't help being so...attached. I just love being with him and everything so much. We need to makeup for the time I wasn't here... |
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| *islandgirl4eva* |
Apr 20 2006, 05:33 PM
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Dear cB diary,
I've made up my mind. I have to give it up. Give it all up and make myself vulnerable again. I'm so terrified of getting hurt that I'm withdrawing myself from situations that could be truly joyful. I'm missing out on so much and the only one to blame for that is myself. I'd love to be able to give myself up to love and abandon my cautions and care, throwing them to the wind...but I can't. Logic tells me that I have to protect myself and be strong so that I can keep from being hurt, but my heart is crying out for those feelings again. It's crying out to embrace the pain that I'm feeling and to cherish it. I'm so torn at this fork in the road. Which path do I take? Will I follow the road that leads me to safety and logic? Or do I take the road that could lead to both emotional ruin &/or absolute euphoria? I wish I knew. - Me |
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