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*stephinika* |
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originally started by faithin_felix.
You guys know how it works. Dear CB diary, Wow, it's been awhile since I've been in here. Europe was absolutely amazing, but I'm sad to be home. I missed my own bed and Adrian but other than that...I want to go back. I miss it so much. Now that I'm home, there's so much stress and so many stupid things to do...ugh, its driving me crazy. Fiddler practice yesterday was so frustrating because people are so stupid. At least I saw Adrian. That was absolutely wonderful. I love just being with him. I missed him so much. It made me so happy that he came to the airport to see me when I got back. It was a lovely surprise. It really was. Got sick when I got home though for a few days which really sucked. I'm feeling better now though...still tired. I want to see him again. I can't help being so...attached. I just love being with him and everything so much. We need to makeup for the time I wasn't here... |
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*Phoenixx* |
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Dear Cb Diary,
Lately I have been very tired and have no motivation to do anything. I keep avoiding my friends but they don't get that I do not like hanging out with them. Don't get me wrong. I really like my friends. They're caring and nice but so mundane. They hang out every night and do the same thing. Couples make out on couches and the others sit around and talk/dance/watch a movie. Sometimes I can't take it though I know it's wrong. I should appreciate and care for my friends// just be thankful that I have them. I like sitting at home watching movies and listening to music. I'd rather do that then waste another night watching my friends make out. Does this make me a bad person? Also, I have a friend who is so well off. Her parents work hard for her yet she has to be upset all of the time. Nothing ever works out for her and she is so d*mn narcissistic. I can't hold coversations anymore because she is the only one talking. Whenever I try to say something she has to bring herself into it and I know she only cares about what I have to say so she can relate with her own experiences. She is always unhappy. She has a wonderful life yet she doesn't appreciate it. I don't know. |
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