fun...., then lonliness Options

[rOckThISshYt]

well, i don't really know what the point to this is.... i just wanted to know what you guys think about my 'love life.'

well, basicly, i don't have a love life. i have... guys. no boyfriends. no romantic dates. i meet guys, hook up, do stuff... lasts about two seconds. i mean, yes, i have fun and i want to do it again... but i mean, i wish i had one hot guy that i loved and loved me in return. i wish i could have a MEANINGFUL love life. not just a little fling here and there. let me put it to you this way.... i'm a twelve year old in seventh grade and i've hooked up woth TEN GUYS!!! i mean, for someone my age, i've hooked up with ALOT!!! and i mean, again, it's fun, but nothing that is really special and intamate.

today i met this one guy at the mall. i kinda met him once before. his name is gary and he's really cute. i met him once before and that was only for like ONE SECOND. and today we saw each other at the mall, started hugging alot, flirting, i sat on his lap, we pecked each other on the lips, he is now my quote on quote sex bitch (i have six new sex bitches that i got tonight), then later, we went outside the foodcourt and started hooking up. i mean, yeah... he's a wonderful kisser and i'd love to do it again, but i mean there's no meaning or passion behind them. it would be nice to have a real relationship with gary (even though i barly know him. like, if i got to know him) but, i just feel so... alone. you know what i mean?

[conster]

if u want attention cant u get it from ur friends tho..? do u really need guys attention..? if they dont see u, they're blind lols i think u should have ur own self esteem and self confidence and not use attention to gain the esteem andconfidence =)