Am I crazy?, =/ |
Am I crazy?, =/ |
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Okay, so my current boyfriend has broken up with me four {Count it, FOUR} times in the past because he wasn't sure about how he felt anymore, blah blah, the same old saying. We've been on and off since 8th grade, and I'm a junior now. o_0
He has always found some other chick that he likes and then drops me like a hot potatoe, and basically ignores me for the duration of his new relationship. But I keep taking him back. And everytime when he wants me back he says that he'll never treat me like that again, he's sorry, he was stupid and didn't realize how important I am to him, etc. I guess I keep taking him back because I have a bit of false hope that maybe this time it will work..and maybe I'm right. He's been so sweet to me, and he's really been paying attention to me this time. It hurts him everytime I talk about how nervous/scared I am, and he understands that I have reason to be. But he keeps telling me to relax and instill some faith in him. I told him, after about six months, that I'm finally not afraid anymore.. But I still am. I love him..so much. I'm a bit of a romantic and I keep thinking about how sweet it would be to tell my future friends in college, "Oh, we've been together since the eighth grade." Plus I'm forgiving. Being with him is sometimes like a drug. When he pays attention to me, nothing else matters {As clichéd as that sounds.}. What do you think? Am I too forgiving? Should I keep trying to make it work? |
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![]() × Dead as Dillinger. ♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 1,527 Joined: Mar 2006 Member No: 384,615 ![]() |
It's SO hard. Easier said than done.
I know that if I break up with him, I'll keep regretting it and thinking, What if this was for real? What if he was finally serious? My uncle used to be like my boyfriend. He even got a girl pregnant. But then he finally settled down and got married at 40. But maybe my guy will mature long before that..I just don't know. |
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