5 people, one whirlwind Options

[Winter]

I went out with P first. At that time, D was going out with my best friend M. Then M decides that she doesn't like D anymore and starts going out with T. Before I went out with P, T and I kinda had this thing going on. We'd flirt and he'd send love letters and all but we weren't official.

So M and T hook up, leaving D alone. D was really upset so I had to console him a lot. Then P and I had a fight and I was really upset. D consoled me. D and P are friends. So D found out that P was having some issues with another girl.

So it was just the four of us, me, D, T and M. T and M would always tease me and D about how we should just go out coz we were made for each other. Me and D, we had this thing going on. I knew he liked me a lot. But I still had feelings for P.

After a while, P and I got back together, thanks to D. But even then, I'd still hang out and flirt with D a lot. One day M told me I had to choose one guy, I couldn't hold on to both guys. So I chose P. After I made it clear to D, we just drifted apart.

And recently, P and I broke up. I suggested it. But we both agreed it was for the best. Recently D and I started talking again. D didn't know I broke up with P until I told him so it's not what you think. And I know D still wants to be with me.

Lol long story. So the question is, should I go with D?

See, when M told me to choose, I had feelings for both of them. I didn't know which one I liked more. But I chose P. I often wonder if it was the wrong choice and if things would have been better with D... Should I go with D, and see if it works out?

[mai_z]

wow...um complicated......D sounds pretty cool, but u should really follow ur heart