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[*[2]Nekked*]

yes. i had my heart broken once again. i guess im ready to talk about it..

so i was dating this guy... and i dunno..things were goin great.. till he dumped me.. he didnt really give me a reason.. just said there was a lot of shit goin on in his life and he wasnt ready to have a gf at the time. but then two days later he has a new girlfriend. and he is constantly comparing me to her. he says she's more athletic, and has a nicer body and shes taller n such...

heres a convo.. i censored his sn

l 2 l Nekked: I dunno... she's alright, I guess. I dont really know her...
x: I really like her..
l 2 l Nekked: I guess that's good for you then..
x: Guess so. She's a really cool girl.
l 2 l Nekked: She seems pretty nice.
x: somethin wrong?
l 2 l Nekked: I dunno... I just thought you said you didnt wanna be in a relationship right now..
x: Well I didnt, but then I met her. I dunno what to say.. I'm sorry if that hurts you.
l 2 l Nekked: It doesnt.. it just kinda confuses me..
x: well, i mean she's just really nice, and i really like her; that's all


an hour later:
(i was asking what my teacher said was acceptable to wear at the chorus concert)

l 2 l Nekked: should i wear the white one?
x: Mrs. D said not to wear white cuz it might rain and..yeah.. boobs...
l 2 l Nekked: i dont have...boobs..
x: haha that's true, i guess.
x: steph has great boobs
l 2 l Nekked: err..thats... good to know?
x: i swear, she has a dancers body.. everythings perfect. she's tall and everything.
l 2 l Nekked: wish i was tall..
x: haha you midget..



ergh... whats his problem?

[Sa-Chan]

I know what that's like...

My ex-boyfriend, we had been going out for a year and a half, he'd cheated on me twice with two friends and I found out, and it turned out he'd had another girlfriend the whole time (who is actually a lot like me...wtf?)

Anyways, the last thing he said to me was, "I really did love you, you know, just more of in a sick, twisted little sister kind of way. Don't call or get up with me anymore cause ya know what, you were my step-sister and our parents just divorced."

It's odd...those words are gonna always haunt me, even though it's been three months and five days since it happened and I've been with my new boyfriend from three moths a four days...and I really love my boyfriend now, but deep down...I'm always so afraid, so I try not to believe that anyone can ever love me, but that's the wrong thing to do.

So, (2)nekked, don't feel bad about yourself over this. It's -NOT- you. Never let him put you down, or make you feel that you're not good enough for him. Because he's the one who's not good enough for you.