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[huihead]

i met this guy in the summer through a friend. we were playing games together online and it was fun to talk to him. we talked more online and i found out that we had a lot in common and he lived really close to me. everyday we'd be chatting and chatting and chatting and we started doing stuff together, like going to the park. but i felt like he was a little, clingy?.. if that's a word. every second online we'd be doing something together, whether it is chatting or playing games, but didn't really mind because it was the summer and i wasn't doing much anyway. i sorta got the feeling he liked me, but i wasn't sure. but he was a really good friend.. really sweet. i learned about about him and vice-versa. he was always willing to do things for me. one time he ran over to my house at night in the rain to give me a cupcake o_0. i went on vacation in the summer and before i left, he said "i'll miss you" and instead of saying "i'll miss you" back, i said "lols."i think i began to like him at the end of the summer. i don't really remember much after that except that slowly things changed. he changed. we started talking less.. he was less enthusiastic and responsive when he talked to me. we grew distant. one of my friends told me that he had told her in the summer that he liked me, but she didn't know how he felt about me then. i tried to start conversations with him, but they would die off quickly. he was a completely different person. i felt like i lsot a friend. one day, i found out that he blocked my sn. i asked him on another sn why, but he just blocked that one too. i asked my friend to ask him and he said that he wouldn't answer me. among his words were, "tell her i'm sorry but this is just the way i feel." it hurt a lot because we had been really good friends. right now i want to hate him for hurting me so much. i really valued our friendship, but those two months, as fun and amazing as they were, and four months of being barely acquaintances were not worth the hurt i went through. i see him a lot.. and every time i bump into him, i think he can see the coldness and hurt in my eyes.. =T. sometimes i can't help but wonder WHY.. how could things have changed so much. most of it is just a blur to me.

so what do you guys think of this? feedback..? =]

[rOckThISshYt]

ohh... i feel sorry for you. i think, the reason for his avoiding you and stuff, is cuz he was really hurt when you apeartently didn't reaturn his feelings about him missing you. maybe he was just upset and a little ticked that he did so much for you and he didn't think you apreciated him. maybe if you tell him how you feel about him when you guys like bump into each other, then he wont feel so hurt and that he still likes you and wants to be with you. good luck.

pee ess:: i think this guy seems really special. don't let him go without a fight!!!