Friendship...?, ...whats wrong w/ me? Options

[sexxy_h_a_y_n]

okay,... at the beginning of this school year and all through last summer, i was SOOOOOO close to my 'Best friend', i mean, we NEVER argued, we were always there for each other! it was like one of those friendships where we were at eachother's house EVERydaY, jus chekkin out the guys, going shopping or walking around outside. i mean, i knoW she was my 'soul sister' and i loved her soO much for being there for me! buh then... my OTHER long-time friend that i've known since i was about 3 years old, started getting jealous and b*tchy(sorry )and started to really glare and just talk alot of crap about her! and her sister was doing the same thing to her at the time, and i was there for her when she cried or when she needed to sumone to talk to, or sumone to just LOVE and CARE about her, nd i knew that she did not want to go or be around my other 'friend', so i would be with her whenever she avoided her. i mean, i was w/ her ALL the time, 24/7, and i tried SO hard to be a good best friend, to be her "sister", and then... all of the sudden, she writes me a letter saying that she "couldnt be a best friend w/ someone who's best friends w/ 'HER', or how she could even see how i was a best friend." i couldnt believe it!! because i knew that all the things she was going through, it was depressing her, and THAT was depressing ME! i think that i was being a really good friend to her and i didnt understand it! so i backed off, because no matter how much i tried to understand or apologize for sumthing that i didnt even know i did wrong, she never talked to me. and listen to thiS: after a while, i had started being friends w/ another girl, and my "BEST FRIEND" and my other long-time friend that caused all these problems in the first place, started hating on HER!!! toGETHER!! i could not believe it! i felt like they just ruined the BEST friendship i've ever had, for no reason at all. and now.... 3 or 4 months later, i still have no best friend... she does not even look at me. i sit right next to her in math class... and she will wave and talk to everyone around me... BUT ME. i just dont get it.... i feel as if im hated for no reason.... by the friend that i cared for and loved so much....and she acts as if she never wanted me to exsist in her life at all... what am i supposed to do now?....

im sorrie that was so long, buh i had to vent... right?

[x hYpErRoSeY x]

i know how you feel, dont feel bad! same with me as my friend is totally jealous, but trust me- itz so much worse when your best friend thinks they're the ONLY one, cuz one of them thinkz they are da only