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What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive
rAwritsgWeg
post Feb 23 2006, 11:47 AM
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man i dont know what to do anymore im in a foster home type place and i dont know what im gonna do
last nite a kid who lived in the place with me kept tryin to touch me he has been doing that for a long time too.
i had almost snapped in a car while one of the staff was tryin to cool me down
i then was asked by the same staff to just go outside and get it all out
my anger, hate, despair all of it everything negative
i had begun to shake and had nocontrol soon there after
i got lightheaded and collapsed to the ground today problems persisted and i just dont know what im gonna do anymore
i wanna hurt the kid i wanna hurt othre i wanna hurt my self and im getting so close to do all of that
the thing is if i do that then im going to be f**ked over a whole lot(srry for profanity)
i need to leave this place i cant take it anymore
im about to snap and i dont know what i am going to do
do i just end it now or do try to continue on
i find out that i get to go home today and ill be happy
if not i dont know what im gonna do
whatever the outcome is its prolly not gonna be good

plz people i need help normally when i talk to people it gets me calm so plz give advice
(yes this very true and is happening at this very moment)
 
 
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NgocQuyen
post Feb 24 2006, 02:35 PM
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hmm..i found that if i got rid of all the things that make me stressful, then i don't feel as stressed. (go figure) lols..well first of all. you need to tell the "staff" that they need to keep that kid away from you or you WILL strangle him. (ha) they should believe you. haha =] and second of all. just...don't worry so much. everything gets better. it HAS to get better. just chillax and wait until you get into a home or something and then see where things go from there. just don't worry wink.gif
 

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gt3k145   What's Left?..........   Feb 23 2006, 11:47 AM
Blow_Don't_SUCK   Did he rape you? Or was he just touching you inapp...   Feb 23 2006, 12:01 PM
gt3k145   no but i know hes gonna try to really hurt like ta...   Feb 23 2006, 12:07 PM
Blow_Don't_SUCK   ^Talk to a guidance counselor in school. Report it...   Feb 23 2006, 12:16 PM
gt3k145   i cant go to school since i had been moved here i...   Feb 23 2006, 12:19 PM
Blow_Don't_SUCK   ^You said you were a foster kid. Why not tell your...   Feb 23 2006, 02:02 PM
gt3k145   well thats being figured out now i did call him so...   Feb 23 2006, 02:14 PM
gt3k145   man i feel as if im turning into a really negative...   Feb 23 2006, 02:29 PM
Blow_Don't_SUCK   I'm really sorry things are like this. Did you...   Feb 23 2006, 04:13 PM
annabel_x   i feel really sorry for you maybe try to talk t...   Feb 23 2006, 04:46 PM
_sarcastic_   i'm sorry this is happening. tell your social ...   Feb 23 2006, 06:02 PM
angel_revelation   why don't you tell your foster parent? but yo...   Feb 23 2006, 06:04 PM
Gypsy Eyes   Have you told your foster parents? If they didn...   Feb 23 2006, 06:07 PM
shes out   Oh god :[ don't worry girl, im supporting you ...   Feb 23 2006, 08:43 PM
gt3k145   hey guys one thing im not a chick lol(....shes out...   Feb 24 2006, 10:28 AM
lilxl0ser   hmm..i found that if i got rid of all the things t...   Feb 24 2006, 02:35 PM
FoxBandCutie08   IF you're in a foster home don't you have ...   Feb 24 2006, 04:46 PM
gt3k145   good news ill be able to go back home on march 6th...   Feb 28 2006, 10:03 AM
Blow_Don't_SUCK   Congratulations, I'm glad things worked out ^_...   Feb 28 2006, 06:16 PM
priyas   aww..poor thing. you should tell your foster paren...   Mar 3 2006, 08:06 PM
instantmusic   first, you need to take care of that dude. tell y...   Mar 6 2006, 09:40 PM


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