What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
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man i dont know what to do anymore im in a foster home type place and i dont know what im gonna do
last nite a kid who lived in the place with me kept tryin to touch me he has been doing that for a long time too. i had almost snapped in a car while one of the staff was tryin to cool me down i then was asked by the same staff to just go outside and get it all out my anger, hate, despair all of it everything negative i had begun to shake and had nocontrol soon there after i got lightheaded and collapsed to the ground today problems persisted and i just dont know what im gonna do anymore i wanna hurt the kid i wanna hurt othre i wanna hurt my self and im getting so close to do all of that the thing is if i do that then im going to be f**ked over a whole lot(srry for profanity) i need to leave this place i cant take it anymore im about to snap and i dont know what i am going to do do i just end it now or do try to continue on i find out that i get to go home today and ill be happy if not i dont know what im gonna do whatever the outcome is its prolly not gonna be good plz people i need help normally when i talk to people it gets me calm so plz give advice (yes this very true and is happening at this very moment) |
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hmm..i found that if i got rid of all the things that make me stressful, then i don't feel as stressed. (go figure) lols..well first of all. you need to tell the "staff" that they need to keep that kid away from you or you WILL strangle him. (ha) they should believe you. haha =] and second of all. just...don't worry so much. everything gets better. it HAS to get better. just chillax and wait until you get into a home or something and then see where things go from there. just don't worry
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