What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
What's Left?.........., Who,why,when,and how am i gonna survive |
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man i dont know what to do anymore im in a foster home type place and i dont know what im gonna do
last nite a kid who lived in the place with me kept tryin to touch me he has been doing that for a long time too. i had almost snapped in a car while one of the staff was tryin to cool me down i then was asked by the same staff to just go outside and get it all out my anger, hate, despair all of it everything negative i had begun to shake and had nocontrol soon there after i got lightheaded and collapsed to the ground today problems persisted and i just dont know what im gonna do anymore i wanna hurt the kid i wanna hurt othre i wanna hurt my self and im getting so close to do all of that the thing is if i do that then im going to be f**ked over a whole lot(srry for profanity) i need to leave this place i cant take it anymore im about to snap and i dont know what i am going to do do i just end it now or do try to continue on i find out that i get to go home today and ill be happy if not i dont know what im gonna do whatever the outcome is its prolly not gonna be good plz people i need help normally when i talk to people it gets me calm so plz give advice (yes this very true and is happening at this very moment) |
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no but i know hes gonna try to really hurt like take a stick and beat me and shit so the only place i can go for now is the library(my current location)
but im scared and the people at the place arent doing enough no he didnt rape me but hes tryin to touch me in places that shouldnt be touched luckily something good comes out of it i can press charges for assault and shit becuz he has already tried to hit me once and gave me a f**ked up nose(now its fine) but i just really dont know what to do im scared im not gonna be able to go home thats what i reeally want to do man i really scared and angry id cry but im near alot of people .................................what am i gonna do |
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