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*stephinika* |
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you know what to do.
......: today was wonderful. really. i can't thank you enough. and at that one point, just lying like that with you, us saying the things we were saying...it was amazing. and just being able to do that and all...i felt so safe...so at home. i loved it. i wish we could spend more time together like that. .......: feel better darling, things will work out, k? ![]() |
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 ![]() |
Dear You,
So I guess maybe you do like me? I'm not sure. To be quite frank, I am not particularly good with relationships. You know, if this had happened a year ago, I would have been elated. But now, not so much. I'm not sure what's wrong with me? You're very goodlooking, incredibly nice, funny, and smart, (I'm mostly assuming because we haven't spent time together) however, I can't get myself to like you. Yeah, that probably sounds silly but it's true. I've came up with several reasons why I think this is happening. I don't want to get hurt again. I'm not saying we're going to date, be together, and you're going to break my heart but I don't even think I'd like to risk that. Also, I have this stupid, ridiculous thought in the back of my mind that some way, some how, some day, Phillip and I will get back together and we can't if by chance I'm with you. Finally, if I do date you, if we do become a couple (I doubt it'll go that far because I'm betting you'll lose interest), it will make me and Phillip over. Done. That's it. I don't know if I'm ready to let go despite how hard I've been trying. I don't know what's wrong with me...I'm sorry. Part of me thinks that I'm going to purposely ruin this so nothing gets further but I don't know. -Me. Dear You, ![]() -Me. |
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