lonely, lol Options

[Kris87]

being lonely so totally stinx. it bites ass lol . oh well. i'll get over it sooner or later. hehehe. i'm just used to being with my ex all the time i guess. i was with my ex for like over 2 1/2 years. it's crazy.

[dmbrocks923]

well...we broke up to just go out with other people to see what else was out there for us. we were arguing way too much adn we just needed some space really. he said that we were going to get back together but he didn't know when. last weekend he told me that he was confused cuz he wanted to ask me out right then and there but he couldn't b/c he had a g/f(which lives in pennsylvania and he lives in ny near freakin lake ontario!! but whatever). then he told me a few days ago that he was confused about us and was thinking about just letting me go b/c he thinks that i can find somebody better than him. everyone basically hates him b/c people are tired of seein me sad all the time. he just thinks that if i find somebody else that i will be happy, but i don't think i will be b/c he has always been there for me when i needed him most. he has been my gardian angel for like forever. he means alot to me. i told him that i don't want to lose him. we haven't talked in few days cuz i think he's upset about everything and not knowing what to really do. i am caught in a shamble. it's hard for me b/c i see him having fun and everything and i'm not having any fun. there is nothin to do around where i live and not very many of my friends live near me and do anything really. it's hard for me. i was like in depression mode for a couple weeks after we broke up b/c i wasn't use to not being with him and i just took it realy hard.i still cry all the time b/c i'm so confused on everything and nothin seems right in my life anymore. it's all messed up. i feel totally lost without him.

yeah.... i used to feel really depressed about my ex. but then i realized she was an uber-bitch who pretty much almost ruined my entire life... or ended it.. so now i dont feel sad about that anymore, just angry. but thats only towards my ex. i hope i never speak to her again...

but i know where your coming from...

i feel so lonely