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*stephinika* |
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you know what to do.
......: today was wonderful. really. i can't thank you enough. and at that one point, just lying like that with you, us saying the things we were saying...it was amazing. and just being able to do that and all...i felt so safe...so at home. i loved it. i wish we could spend more time together like that. .......: feel better darling, things will work out, k? ![]() |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
Okay, so im not over you. But it's just so much easier to tell everyone else I am. And I gotta quit lying to myself, cos everybody knows im a damn good liar. And if i lie to myself enough about this, I'll do exactly what i did after it all ended so awkwardly. I'll convince myself im over him and realize a long ways down the road im not and I just lied to myself soo much, that even I begun to think it was the truth. But I cant do that this time. I gotta face it. I gotta swallow my pride and practice what i preach so well. But I cant help the way that now that im trying to assess the situation im going crazy. Thinking about Glenn and Chris and Javier and Larry. Ahhh. In 2 years time, I hope to be exactly the way I plan.
------------ Freshman ensemble is full of a bunch of whiny immature 14/15 year old girls who dont know how to go about just getting together to f**king sing. Lana gotsta run her mouth, and everybody always gotta say something about Justine and Jackie haas to bring up something totally irrelevant and then everybody else haaas to get mad at everybody else for what everybody else is doing. Cant we all just shut up and sing. ------------ You probably have a class with Monee. That nixes everything. ------------ I love you guys (: |
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