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 Feb 13 2006, 02:39 AM
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you know what to do.
......: today was wonderful. really. i can't thank you enough. and at that one point, just lying like that with you, us saying the things we were saying...it was amazing. and just being able to do that and all...i felt so safe...so at home. i loved it. i wish we could spend more time together like that. .......: feel better darling, things will work out, k? 
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Feb 14 2006, 02:11 AM
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Dear You,
I'm still quite mixed on my feelings for you. Writing that story about you helped me get everything off my chest. It helps to write things out though it was poorly written. See, I know that I still do care for you. Sometimes I catch myself reminiscing about how we used to be and I start to miss you. It's clear to see that I still love you, no matter how much I wish I didn't. It still all really hurts though now I've learned to just deal with it and to not act depressed. It doesn't make it any less hard though. And just because I don't show how I really feel inside doesn't make it any less real, either. I just wish things were back to how they were months ago and believe me, I know that's something foolish to wish. But is it just as foolish to wish we were friends? I feel like you're being so fake towards me and I don't get why. After two people like us, shared so much, so many secrets and intimate moments, how can we not be friends? We know everything about each other, in fact, you were like my best friend. I get it, you threw away our relationship, but a friendship? I just want to be part of your life. I want to be able to talk to you and hang out with you. I know it would hurt but it'd be better than this. If you're completely over me, why can't you be straight up with me? Instead of fake and shady? But even now as I sit here writing this message, I contemplate if that's what I really want. Honestly, I have no idea what I really want; to be with you, to hate you, to be friends with you, I don't know. I hope God leads me in the right direction with this. It's been too long, don't you think? -Me. |
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stephinika a message to anyone Feb 13 2006, 02:39 AM
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Did you say what i think you said? Were... Feb 14 2006, 03:48 AM yanners get well soon. i was really looking forward to se... Feb 14 2006, 05:14 AM islandgirl4eva I'm sorry that it seems like we're falling... Feb 14 2006, 10:29 AM Programmer i feel so empty now....i feel like such a cold per... Feb 14 2006, 10:42 AM islandgirl4eva I'm sorry I ditched you so suddenly, but what ... Feb 14 2006, 03:57 PM DizzyDucky09 - u guys r crazzzzzy i had so much fun we hafta do... Feb 14 2006, 06:29 PM dancingkait all my bestests
thank you all so much for being s... Feb 14 2006, 07:04 PM tic tac. Boo! I wanna touch the ducky! x]
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Y... Feb 14 2006, 07:07 PM stephinika aw kaitlyn, ilu too.
hey you. today was fun. i... Feb 14 2006, 07:09 PM BitterSweetness i love you. i hope we could stay together as long ... Feb 14 2006, 07:15 PM celticsluvr oh man steph my first valentine`s with my husb... Feb 14 2006, 07:17 PM xnofearx Too bad you work today =( Feb 14 2006, 07:21 PM
sex QUOTE(xnofearx @ Feb 14 2006, 7:21 PM)Too bad... Feb 14 2006, 07:34 PM xoxo_koala_kisses_ I feel so physically sick, I can't take it.
W... Feb 14 2006, 07:34 PM xnofearx ^ awww thanks honey! <333 Feb 14 2006, 07:41 PM jennypie i love you i love you i love you i love you i love... Feb 14 2006, 08:37 PM SimplicityGirl There's more to life than chasing love.
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did you die on your way to m... Feb 14 2006, 09:45 PM rtc_nospeakenglish ______,
Excuse me, miss. What's your name?
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真的好想好... Feb 15 2006, 06:30 AM lilliannnn K-
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Hahah, "I'd be better off without you... Feb 15 2006, 07:10 PM lil_chubby_cheeks2 _____;
UGH FCUK YOU
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u guys suck.just few ... Feb 16 2006, 06:57 AM viola_winnie sorri.....i have clicked it wrongly... Feb 16 2006, 06:58 AM Programmer ^ you know there's an edit button right... Feb 16 2006, 07:01 AM silver rain Heyy, I'm glad that we saw each other, even if... Feb 16 2006, 08:03 PM xoxo_koala_kisses_ Drew, I completely understand where you're com... Feb 16 2006, 08:17 PM anqie - now that you go to my school. hollar atcho girl. Feb 16 2006, 08:44 PM [Mediocre]Artist I quit. I'm not your mother anymore. I'm... Feb 16 2006, 09:11 PM islandgirl4eva D____,
Please, stop talking to me like that. It ma... Feb 16 2006, 10:31 PM tic tac. Thanks a lot for making me feel even more depresse... Feb 16 2006, 11:28 PM helllla jankyyyy You,
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my only sunshine
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