cutting? Options

[veryberri]

there are soo many of my friends that get soo depressed that they cut themselves constantly on their wrists..i think it`s reallyy dangerous but i can`t get through to them ..what do you guys think about people slitting their wrists?

[rOckThISshYt]

well, i slit my wrists too. umm.... well, i got into this fight at school cuz of this thing that this kid said to me, which was the main reason i cut myself. and well, when they found out the actual reason that i cut myself (they didn't know that i did cut myself) they sent me to the guidence councler. basicly i told her my whole depressing life story and i told her and showed her my wrists. i knew my parents were going to find out, but i knew i needed help before it got worse. she took me to the nurse. she called my dad and told him so i wouldn't have to tell him and then she told my mom. i'm going to see a theropist on monday. i know it will be good for me. and i will stop cutting. i hadn't for month until that kid braught back memories and put me back through my depression. i have four cuts on my wrists and one scar. then i have a scar on my forearm because when i told and showed my friend about the cut a couple months ago, she said she'd tell my bro if i didn't stop so i knew that she could easily see it on my wrists so i did it on my forearm. i know i need help and now i'm finaly getting it. but the proboblem isn't only what happened in school, it starts from when i was a baby. so it's going to take a while to fully 'heal' myself. i duno. its a turn for the better. but the part that started from when i was a baby has to do with my mom and i told her that and she denies it. she just doesn't get it. she's a bitch and now i'm in a huge fight with her. i'm staying with my dad for a while. my parents are divorsed and i can't stand my mom for now, so... whatever!

It's a way for me to express my feelings.
I hurt so much, but there's never anyone to help me.
Sometimes I cut just to make sure I'm still alive.
To see the blood dripping from my wrist- that tells me that I'm still living in this hell.

that's kinda how i feel. i don't know if i'm still like living this unbarable thing, or if it's only a dream. i don't like the pain, but it makes me feel light and takes the pain from the real world. but it leaves scars to help remember the bad times...