So theres this guy, right? Options

[misskentucky]

I've liked this guy named Eric for the last like 2 years of my life. He's my first real love. Don't laugh and say you're much too young because I know how I feel. But anyways, he still likes his ex, Brittny. But he likes me too. But both me and brittny have gone out with him twice before and pretty much sworn we'd never go out with him again. So he says he doesn't wanna go out with either one of us because he doesn't want to hurt us or himself and he doesnt want to be hated (people would be mad). But I freaking love this kid. I dream about him every night. I want to call him to find out whats going on and maybe work something out but I'm not very good on the phone and I think it'd be awkward. I hate awkward.

I have no clue what to do and any input would be greatly appreciated.

[redpeony]

You're so young... I mean It's not in my place to say it isn't love, but I'm serious, just let it go and don't do anything about it any more. Let yourself dream about him and in 3 years I guarantee you'll look back on this and laugh. You'll also be happier with yourself for not giving in... he already screwed up twice, why try again? As "amazing" as he is.. those things will always stick out to you and once you get him back again, it won't be long before you get sick of his immature ways again.