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Message to anyone, version 17 |
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 ![]() |
Yep, you guys know what to do.
To ___________ : Aw, I hope you feel better love! We will have a crazy good time tomorrow!!! To all my friends: Everyone, enjoy tomorrow and tonight! They will be awesome fun :) --Teesa |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
Preach it Paulina, PREACH. Can i get a hollerlujah.
I really dont know.After everything that happened, i dont think anythings going to happen. I struggled with it all so much, those months after. And I still struggled then, with the love. People telling me I was in it, but i just wouldnt accept it. But I know i did. I just, didnt really feel it properly, because i wouldnt let myself. Like i said before, to everyone who told me. I dont, because i cant, because i wont, because i shouldnt. So I didnt. And i truly thought i was over you, i thought I really let go, and i really thought i moved on. But it was like, holding onto a rope, and running fast and hard, with the rope tied down back, behind me in my past, somewhere in march, between april, and as soon as the rope ran out, I was yanked back to where my heart always stayed. And i cant keep going like this. Im in highschool, i should be, broadening my horizons, not focusing on you. Because I know you dont feel the same, or at least. Thats what you told me. And I dont think you ever even did. Because i fell in love with someone, who led me on. Telling me, that you really did want to be with me, and that we would be together again someday. And i went on with that bullshit. But maybe you werent lying. Maybe, it just isnt time for an us yet. But maybe you were. Maybe you really didnt like me. Maybe you were trying to get rid of me, and let me down easy. I think it was you, tryna shake me off. And im just mad. and sad. Because its like ive been lying to myself, and i just found out. And i feel stupid, utterly stupid. Because of everything that happened. But, because of everything that DIDNT happen. Im listening to our song ... The one we danced to. |
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