engagement? Options

[sin_lagrimas]

well..i've been with my boyfriend for a year and almost a month.. i love him with every inch of my heart, and he feels the same for me..anyway..lately we've grown closer to each other..

once when we were hangin out, he talked to me about how a friend of his from school asked him, "so you really think that girlfriend loves you alot?" he told his friend," i know for a fact if i asked her to marry me, she would say yes." well i told him yeah i would if he asked me..

another time, we talked online and he said, "you know your gonna be mine right.."
i said, "what do you mean?" he said, "i can't say right now"

so once we talked on the phone and he told me about this woman at his job (his boss kinda)..he thought she was young but she was old and she just got engagement..and he was like "wow she got engaged NOW.." and i was curious..so i asked,"like how old do you wanna be wen you get engaged?"..he was like, "well...i really don't want ruin anything..all im gonna say is soon.."

i wasn't really expecting that..

well he was like, "im not saying this year, or next year but i just know soon.."

wow..i really love him..i really do..i mean engagement? wow..i dunno wat to say..

im 18...freshman in college...

wat to do..

[KissMe2408]

Honestly it doesn't sound like you are ready for that.
It's kinda scaring you. I mean think about it. When someone really is ready to get married and engaged, it's the easiest decision of their life and they are excited because they found the person they want to be with. If you are second guessing, or going "holy crap, what do i do" then that's not a good sign. Plus, you've only been dating him for a year. A year is a long time, but do you know him well enough to marry him?
You should talk to him. No more games, just talk to him about all of this.
If you aren't ready then tell him. I mean you are a freshman in college, you have time. You can love someone, but not be ready for that sort of committment, and he should understand that.
"8 years ago you were 10"
I know that sounds dumb, but if you look at it that way, do you see how young you are? lol. Don't rush into this sorta thing. I know you love him, but he should respect you, you know.
Please talk to him.