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post Dec 6 2005, 01:38 AM
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Dear cB,
So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF.
 
 
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post Dec 27 2005, 01:59 AM
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Dear cB Diary,

It's weird, because everytime I feel like our relationship is on the rocks and I go out with a guy friend to wonder what it would be like if I was dating him instead... then I get all disgusted with myself and the guy and am able to find a new appreciation for dating my boyfriend.

Lol. I feel a little guilty for even doing that. But he knows that I love him. Seriously.. wow. I know that whatever I discover about him in the future, I will continue to love him.. just the way he is. I know we both have doubts.. but I think we both also know that we both have doubts... and that really helps.

I miss him. I'm looking forward to recieving his letter, even though I won't be able to read it until I get back from Kelowna. I can't wait to be in his arms again... I love the cute little things he does. Ahhhhhhh.. I love hearing his voice on the other line.. I love driving in his car with our hands together.. I love the end of the night walks on the beach followed by the kisses by his car. Why does it all have to be so perfect seeming?

Other than not being able to spend time with him, this break has been pretty good. Very relaxing, no partying and getting drunk involved. Last weekend, watched King Kong and shopped with --- to start off break. Had a calm, quiet weekend, didn't end up going to ---'s party. Monday was just awesome, good times with old friends at a Christmas get together. Tuesday went shopping with ---... which was okay, haha. I worked from Wednesday-Saturday so got to make around $300, so that's pretty nice. Thursday night was a family gathering. I went to have Korean bbq with --- Friday night and we just hung out for a while. It was cool getting to know him. Saturday finally got to see ---. Me, him and --- went to have dinner and saw a movie, which was cool. On Christmas we went over to grandparents house to spend time with them. It was really awesome talking to them and having grandpa join us at dinner. I love them.

Today --- came over and hung out for a bit, then we went downtown and I got "He's Just Not That Into You", finally. Hahaha.. I was so drawn to that book for some reason. Hope It's good! Then we went to eat dinner at Milestone's, which was quite yummy. Afterwards we went to the hockey game which we lost.. I was falling asleep the whole day.. don't know why! Probably due to my lack of sleep over the past week.. lol.

I feel like I've been a way more responsible person without --- making me want to stay out so late, hahaha. My parents haven't been getting pissed off with my coming home times! Which is awesome.. Trev called twice, and I'm pretty content with that seeing as I wasn't at home most of the time anyway. My parents said that when he comes back we should invite him over to dinner. And when I told him what I was doing today my dad asked if Trev would be jealous. Hahaha.. my parents.. hilarious, hilarious.

Anyway, I should really pack now.. gotta wake up early tomorrow and get going to Kelowna. Excited for this, hope It'll be a good time.

- Jen
 

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mzkandi   Createblog Diary   Dec 6 2005, 01:38 AM
Madame C   Dear cB diary, Paper writing sucks balllllsssssss...   Dec 6 2005, 01:51 AM
jooleeah   Dear cB diary, I have failed as a daughter, studen...   Dec 6 2005, 04:37 PM
lolita kitty   ^ No, no no no. Dear createblog diary. I'm so...   Dec 6 2005, 05:23 PM
StanleyThePanda   Dear CB diary, I am putting all my trust in [Him] ...   Dec 6 2005, 05:27 PM
Teesa   Julia! Honey, don't say that! Dear ...   Dec 6 2005, 07:21 PM
Hiphop d[-_-]b   Dear cB diary, today was a horrible day just all ...   Dec 6 2005, 10:57 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, my god i've been so exhausted ...   Dec 6 2005, 11:01 PM
Madame C   ^ Aw, Steph, I know just how you feel. Except I d...   Dec 7 2005, 12:18 AM
jennypie   Dear cB Diary, Today was crazy. Probably one of t...   Dec 7 2005, 12:27 AM
mzbbc   dear cB diary, only two more finals to go. i...   Dec 7 2005, 12:37 PM
YoGrandpaIsFine   Dear cB Diary, YES! A week and a half to go u...   Dec 7 2005, 05:09 PM
jooleeah   Cassie & Teesa: Thanks for being so supportive...   Dec 7 2005, 07:24 PM
sense.n.style   Dear cB Diary... well, today at school was pretty...   Dec 7 2005, 07:53 PM
silver rain   Dear CB Diary, 1 more day... I'm really nervou...   Dec 7 2005, 09:44 PM
mzbbc   dear cB diary, ugh. i just went in and failed tha...   Dec 8 2005, 02:52 PM
StanleyThePanda   Dear CB diary, My tummy hurts...and I need to go s...   Dec 8 2005, 03:13 PM
silver rain   Dear CB Diary, So, I got deferred... Expected a re...   Dec 8 2005, 07:00 PM
jooleeah   dear cb diary, i suck at studying.   Dec 8 2005, 07:55 PM
Teesa   ^Me too. Dear CB Diary, I just want the next wee...   Dec 8 2005, 11:42 PM
stephinika   dear cb diary, i'm going a bit crazy. school ...   Dec 9 2005, 02:43 AM
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mzbbc   dear cB diary, I'M ON BREAK BITCHESSSSSSS...   Dec 9 2005, 12:27 PM
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silver rain   Dear CB Diary, Meh, I got my report card... I did ...   Dec 9 2005, 06:19 PM
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xoxo_koala_kisses_   Dear CB diary, I'll get to see him in seven d...   Dec 9 2005, 08:19 PM
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ichiban   dear cb diary, oh geeeeez i hope he doesnt like me...   Dec 10 2005, 01:52 AM
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sense.n.style   dear cb diary... i feel so lazy right now... gott...   Dec 10 2005, 06:41 PM
jooleeah   Dear cB diary, I'm tired... and I miss Taiwan...   Dec 10 2005, 09:29 PM
kaleidoscoped   dear cBdiary, i wish we were friends - he and i. ...   Dec 11 2005, 11:32 AM
lolita kitty   dear cb diary, heee aaassskkkeeeddd me oooouuuutt...   Dec 11 2005, 01:19 PM
stephinika   ^^ aw cassie, congrats! dear cb diary, p...   Dec 11 2005, 03:35 PM
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YoGrandpaIsFine   ^ CASSIE. WHOAAA. You have a lover. dear cb diar...   Dec 13 2005, 02:01 AM
jooleeah   dear cb diary, f**king school. f**king family. f**...   Dec 13 2005, 03:12 PM
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not_your_average   Juliaaaa: *BIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HUUUU...   Dec 15 2005, 08:34 PM
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