"Life Changing Experience", what changed you? Options

[De112]

Aight, So I know we all have had a "Life Changing Experience". I know I have. I've had plenty...But most of the experiences, no one ever tells. No one tells because alot of times it's not always good. This sorta goes back to Brandon's thread, get to know cb, but this goes into it, more depth to this one topic...

I'll start off..

To be honest, I think my dad leaving my Mom and I was the Life Changing Experience that was supposed to happen for a reason. It changes alot of ways I look at life. If my dad had never left my mom, I would have never seen the heart break my mom went through, and it showed me exactly what NOT to be.
Also, my step dad...he had problems with drugs. He would come home late at night, and start fights with my mom. I was 12...13 years old...What was I to do? This happen for a while. Around the time I got 15, I punched him. Broke his nose.
Things were never right after that. So my mom left him. Now it's just me and my mom...But both of these situations have given me alot...shows what NOT to be to a woman...

and it also shows that I have a bad temper from holding all this in =]

Now You.

[EddieV]

These xanga comment changed me....

ME ACTING LIKE A TOTAL B****? YOU'RE THE ONE ACTING ALL B***** FIRST OFF. I'M TRYING TO TALK TO YOU & YOU DON'T EVEN SAY S***.. I'VE TRIED TO GET S*** STRAIGHT & TRIED TO TALK TO YOU AS A FRIEND, BUT YOU JUST CONTINUE TO PUSH AWAY~ SO DON'T CALL ME A F****** BITCH WHEN YOU THE ONE DON'T WANT TO WORK SHIT OUT, BITCH. SAY IT TO YOUR F****** FACE? HAAHHH!! MARK TOLD ME ALL THIS S*** THAT YOU SAID ABOUT ME, WHY DON'T YOU SAY IT THEN, HUH? UNDERESTIMATED YOU? WTF YOU GON' DO? CHASE ME AFTER A SWORD? LMAOLOL.. YOUR FACE MAKES ME LAUGH. BY THE WAY~ FIND SOME *REAL* FRIENDS THAT DON'T THINK OF YOU THE WAY I THINK OF YOU, HAAAHAHH.

AHHAHA~ if my face looks like it cost one dollar then yours ain't probably worth more then 2 cents, HAHAH. my eyes? my eyes look like they pick up tv on demand? HAHAH.. your dumbass jokes just cracks me up. atleast i don't got f**king acne on my nose & on my face.. i PASSED puberty becuz my ass is GROWN & don't act like a f**king CHiLD, hahah. & ohyeaa, if my face is that bad then how come i can get both guys AND girls? & how come i was modeling? hahah. some luck you got. & gyeaa~ i do TRY to talk to you in class, but you just block me off.. like all those times in trailors i try to talk to you, but you just don't say shit. maybe you don't realize it, but i did.. so YOU should shut the f**k up. gyeaa~ you talk shit, but your shit ain't even true. i make my OWN graphics & codes~ i don't copy & paste them like your wack ass xanga, so stfu. the shit you talk ain't even true you f**king liar. oh boy, your stupidity just makes me laugh. crying your ass off & making a big scene just becuz your dumbass was going to summer school, can you get any stupider? even LT, Javonn, & all them "friends" of yours think your hella stupid & pathetic. it's funny becuz they feel bad for you & you need someone to help your ass grow up~ haahah. even your Mark's number one annoying piece of shit. the reason why you can't say shit to anyones face is becuz you don't have the balls to admit it, hahah. f**king loser. be real for a change & stop playing yourself. the reason why i held everything back from you was becuz i pity'd you & your "losses," haahh. & gyeaa~ good luck in the future with you too [i HOPE you'll get somewhere with your type of bullshit], but gyeaa~ maybe if you learn to grow the f**k up & stop lying & stop being so jealous of people just becuz they're "better" then maybe you'd be a "happier" person then you think. & just watch, with all the "lying" bullshit you talk, watch you get hit one day. i don't want to see your ass come out with a bamboo stick or some shit, hahah. just some advice. you're some entertainment. & don't even "bother" to reply back becuz like what you said "you don't have time for this bullshit," so gyeaa.. hahah. take care of yourself (;.

It made me realize what type of person I really used to be, she was a true friend, and we are still best of friends....