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Dear cB,
So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF.

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Dear Createblog Diary,

Yesterday I was talking to an old friend that I ran into at Walgreens on Monday. It made me miss my old friends even more than I have already missed them. The whole time we were laughing talking about " Omg remember this?! Hahaha. I can't belive we did that. Remember in first,second,fifth grade?" She told me how everybody was doing and what everyone looked like now. She told me how people have asked about me because after 5th grade, nobody knew anything about me. See, my best friend moved away tooo so they basically had nowhere to contact me except by ubaldo but it's a different story with him.

Just like how Cailtin and Marissa responded to the question " If you had the chance to move back would you?" Yes. I would give anytttttttttttttthing to go to Freemont High as bad as the school may be. As bad as the reputation is. I want my friends back. I want to see them. I miss them so much. It's not that I dislike the friends I have in Alameda or anything. It's just the fact that its not the same. I don't feel like I FIT in. Okay, so I know I may have a lot of friends or whatever you want to say but they're not..they're just not the same. They all know each other since like pre school. I'm around people who are frequently saying " omg remember five, six years ago? It might not seem like a big deal but it is to me after a while. They are all sooooo different. Different for so many reason I don't even know how to begin. They all don't understand me.

Okay, so I suppose that I can get a better education at Alameda High but honestly, its the same thing. The schools isn't making me any f**king smarter. I'm not smart. I'm just not. I just feel even stupider around all these people who are. Seriously. I want to go back, I really do. Unfortunately there's just nothing I can do about it. It just makes me want to cry.

Christmas is coming up in a couple of days. Wow. What a great holiday, right? No. Every christmas is just a whole lot of problems. It's just a reminder of how I once used to have allll my family and now I don't. Now, we don't even know where the f**k to spend Christmas. Why? Because everybody is in the f**king stupidest and immature fights. The worst part is that the adults have never realized ( and if they have realized, they basically don't give a shit) that they are only putting the kids in the middle and hurting them. My mom isn't even talking to my sister AGAIN. I hate this. My dad's sister was probably the biggest bitch to my mom and my mom isn't talkingt o her. (I'm compltely on my mom's side on this one though. I undertsand. I mean, if somebody is talking so much false shit about you, why would you want to talk to them, go to their house?)

Man,I don't care about the gifts. I just want family unity. But like my mom said, I should get used to the fact that our family has never been united, we've had problems for the most part. Pft.