Createblog Diary, V.7 Options

[*mzkandi*]

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Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own.


Dear cB,
So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF.

[*danielle_x3*]

in "love"

When you find love, you'd do anything just to keep them forever, wouldn't you? But then again, at our teenage years, serious relationships are not allowed because we are too young. But still you fall in 'love'. Not being aware of the drama that comes along with relationships, you fall to your knees, crying, the day your love decides to walk out the door. Your heart breaks into pieces and your whole world seems to fall apart.

*But then you realize that it's just a phase.

The wound in your heart begins to heal. Finally, you feel like you can breathe again. You then start to be friends with your past love because you realize that being friends is better than being nothing. Right?

So you're friends. Everything's cool. Hanging out one day with a group of people, your ex-love decides to play that one song that you two always played when you were together. You freeze for a moment. To save yourself from breaking down & reminiscing, you politely ask to not play the song.. But still, he continues to play it and you have no choice but to sit and listen. Now memories start rushing back. But you take a deep breath, and you pull yourself together. You say to yourself, "It's nothing."

Days pass and you happen to see your him again. You notice the clothes that he is wearing. You think to yourself, why is that outfit so familiar? Then you realize. It's the outfit that you bought as a present when you two were together. That's when you break.

Before that time, you meet a new friend, a girl. You spend some time together, and share a couple laughter. You bond and share secrets, feelings, etc. You enjoy your new friend's company and you realize that you want to keep that friendship alive. But then truth comes out. This new friend of yours is messing with your love. This new friend lied to your face when the words, "Nothing will happen between me and your love" came out of your new friend's mouth. Loyalty, honesty, & trust was what you gave your new friend. But in return, you get a needle piercing through your heart. You are left speechless.

Even though it was the past, something still hurts. Why can't I FULLY get over him. Help me to be less selfish. I know there's more important things in life. I rarely open up like this. I'm just vulnerable right now.