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| *mzkandi* |
 Dec 6 2005, 01:38 AM
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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF. |
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Dec 9 2005, 08:19 PM
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Dear CB diary,
I'll get to see him in seven days. I'm so excited, but at the same time, I don't really know. I'm just so drained - school is just about to drive me mad. I really, really need his touch again; it's been so long. I miss the way his hair curls in his sideburns. I miss the little bridge on his nose. I miss that gigantic scar on his chin. I miss his arms wrapped around mine, our hands intertwined and laced together. While it seems as if that's all I need, sometimes I just don't know. I know I could never need or desire anything he couldn't give me, because all I need is him, but I'm not so sure about his feelings and it kills me. Last week he lied and said he was going to sleep, but he went with his friends to his ex-girlfriend's party. The next day he told me and I bawled. He ended up crying too because he felt guilty. Then, not even 24 hours later, he lied about what he's done with other girls. 11 months and I've been lied to the whole time. I should look at his perspective - he was trying to protect me from getting hurt, right? Bottom line is... I overthink and overreact and I cry way, way too much. I'm pretty sure I'm going crazy because I just miss him so much. I will be alright, won't I? |
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