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originally started by faithin_felix.
version1 version2 version3 version4 Most of you know the drill. Comment and/or quote someone elses entry but you must also make your own. Dear cB, So I am getting even more excited/ nervous about my possible transfer to another school. It will be a huge change if I decide to leave USF. |
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Dear cB Diary,
Today was crazy. Probably one of the most stressful days so far this year. But I didn't let it bother me. Is that a bad thing? I'm thinking it is.. hahaha. Didn't sleep until 1:30ish last night because me and Trev were having a brutally honest conversation on the phone. Not a good brutally honest either. We talked about how we don't even know why we're together... how our personalities are so different.. how he's afraid of commitment.. etc. So yeah.. I didn't exactly go to bed with the best view of our relationship. He did send me a text message a couple of minutes after we hung up telling me he loved me, but I still felt a little uncertain. Woke up late this morning as a result of my lack of sleep. Dad got pissed because he had new staff coming in at work. I muttered "f*ck you" under my breath a few times.. I gotta stop that. I am quite the disrespectful daughter. Anyway, went to math class in the morning and studied history. Math teacher saw, didn't say anything. I felt bad. Trev sent me a text saying sorry for being stupid last night. I laughed. Had peer tutor after and took half the class off to study more history. Did tuning chart at lunch, glad to have gotten that over with. After, during my spare.. instead of studying more history I went to the darkroom and spent the period there. I know I was being stupid and screwing myself over... but I just needed to calm myself down. Sometimes I think I'm just a weirdo and only go to the darkroom because I enjoy the smell of the darkroom chemicals... hahaha. But I loved the fact that nobody used the darkroom I was using. There is absolutely nothing in the world like being alone in there, test strips, making prints, timing developer, stop, fix... screwing up from time to time. Oh man. I love photography... everything about it, and honestly don't know where I would be without it. Anyway! Last block was the history seminar. I didn't really know my stuff... so I the only time I really talked was to explain the Manchurian Affair. Hahah.. and I didn't even care. Oy. Finished that at about 2:45 and "studied" math for half an hour... me, Jackie and Tommy had this plan to cheat off each other.. that was perfect.. until we found out we were in different rooms. Damn. Yeah.. hard test. After the test me and Queenie went to see band teacher about not going to our Powell River trip. He complied. We were happy. Got home, got on msn and Trev signed on after a while... again apologizing for yesterday. Saying he doesn't think he knows where he's going in life. I just said some crap. He said some crap. We're cool now. Seeing him tomorrow. I should probably work on my math now.. since I bombed my make up test and all. Or maybe I'll just go write messages on my grad photos for people.. another colossal waste of time. :D Alright enough blabbering. -- Jen |
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