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Is this.., normal?
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post Nov 30 2005, 09:51 PM
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Okay. Just 2 days ago. I found out my ex had eyes for someone else. I was heartbroken because we were really close and what not. He was like, to me. An all american love story. We chatted for hours maybe even til 2 in the morning, I'd walk him home and everything =] but after we broke up he led me on...in a way. We were FWB. He told me we had to get over each other. The next day he asked the girl he liked out. I hate seeing them together I feel like ripping my eyes out rather than looking at them, happy together. I watch him obsess over her like he did when we went out. And it breaks my heart. But yes to the point. I have not only changed emotionally but physically as well. I try to be happy for him, but it doesn't quite work. I can no longer attempt to eat anything. If I try to feed myself, I feel like throwing up. I get in my suicidal mood and wind up wanted to cut myself. [but i don't]. Is this normal for a 13 year old to be going through?
 
 
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steezahh
post Dec 1 2005, 10:34 PM
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wow i found out something so weird about *ehmm* today.., i cant even believe my ears. all the days we spent together were gone, ruined by this deep dark secret his friend told me. it all happened today too! wow... i feel like shooting myself for falling for his tricks man. but yeah im 13 and right now i feel like killing myself. gosh. so bad. i wont i know. its too harsh to do. but im in that mood. i dont know what to say to you since your in the same situation, but stay strong and what im going to do is go to the park and mall and try to meet new people. if you know what i mean. stay strong! im trying too...
 

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