Is this.., normal? Options

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

Okay. Just 2 days ago. I found out my ex had eyes for someone else. I was heartbroken because we were really close and what not. He was like, to me. An all american love story. We chatted for hours maybe even til 2 in the morning, I'd walk him home and everything =] but after we broke up he led me on...in a way. We were FWB. He told me we had to get over each other. The next day he asked the girl he liked out. I hate seeing them together I feel like ripping my eyes out rather than looking at them, happy together. I watch him obsess over her like he did when we went out. And it breaks my heart. But yes to the point. I have not only changed emotionally but physically as well. I try to be happy for him, but it doesn't quite work. I can no longer attempt to eat anything. If I try to feed myself, I feel like throwing up. I get in my suicidal mood and wind up wanted to cut myself. [but i don't]. Is this normal for a 13 year old to be going through?

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Yes, its normal.
And Rachel is right, you are 13. There will be other boys, and yes your feelings will fade. I know what its like to feel like your going to never stop loving an ex, or someone you really liked but you will get over him, and you will start liking other boys.