Is this.., normal? Options

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

Okay. Just 2 days ago. I found out my ex had eyes for someone else. I was heartbroken because we were really close and what not. He was like, to me. An all american love story. We chatted for hours maybe even til 2 in the morning, I'd walk him home and everything =] but after we broke up he led me on...in a way. We were FWB. He told me we had to get over each other. The next day he asked the girl he liked out. I hate seeing them together I feel like ripping my eyes out rather than looking at them, happy together. I watch him obsess over her like he did when we went out. And it breaks my heart. But yes to the point. I have not only changed emotionally but physically as well. I try to be happy for him, but it doesn't quite work. I can no longer attempt to eat anything. If I try to feed myself, I feel like throwing up. I get in my suicidal mood and wind up wanted to cut myself. [but i don't]. Is this normal for a 13 year old to be going through?

[shortiiex]

your still young...just get over him
you want a guy who wants you and he isn't that guy
you have plently of years to search for someone else
since you're still 13 just TRY to forget about him and focus on school